Me Myself and I

2009-04-21T01:41:00.002+08:00

再強的人也會有最脆弱的一面

(**** you)

im sick. yeah~! =.=

2009-04-21T01:27:00.004+08:00

I bruise easily. so be gentle. :)

I Bruise Easily - Natasha Bedingfield

My skin is like a map
Of where my heart has been
And I can't hide the marks
But it's not a negative thing
So I let down my guard
Drop my defenses down by my clothes
I'm learning to fall
With no safety net to cushion the blow

I bruise easily
So be gentle when you handle me
There's a mark you leave
Like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily
Can't scratch the surface
Without moving me underneath
I bruise easily
I bruise easily

I found your fingerprints
On a glass of wine
Do you know you're leaving them
All over this heart of mine too
But if I never take this leap of faith
I'll never know
So I'm learning to fall
With no safety net to cushion the blow

Chorus]

Anyone who can touch you
Can hurt you or heal you
Anyone who can reach you
Can love you or leave you

So be gentle...

[Chorus x2]

I bruise easily
I bruise easily

2009-02-28T20:20:00.002+08:00

Finally here to update my blog again. heehee. guess i kinda busy for the past few month ya? don't remember.. haha.

Anyway, Nokia 5800 is finally out!!! a phone i wish to change!!! but sadly, i gotta wait for more than half a year then can change the phone!! haizz... hopping someone could buy for me huh.. heehee...

I finally start my lesson few day ago.. taking night class for my Sci.. but i really hope i can get into RP for diploma though RP abit ya, u kn.. heehee... or even better, get into RP with the same course with my dear!!! hoho.. but still gotta wait till in the mid of march or end of march then can know the answer for my DAE!!!! #_#

Now, i'm at my dear house typing this post. feeling kinda unwell i guess..? after this gonna rest or watch my anime! for a long time didnt get to watch it le.. lack behind alot. haha. And tomorrow i want to go out!!! heehee.. still got things i wanna buy!!! =D if not not much time to go out liao cause busy!!! ya? heeh.

tadas!!!
Love My Dear Always.
SMILE(:

2009-01-22T01:05:00.006+08:00

arghh!!! feeling so stress, so lost and so fucked up!
wanna sae alot of things!! but now.. aiya forget it manz... i'm speechless now~! scolding or writing out here what i'm feeling is also kinda of venting out my anger or unhappiness.. so now what, i don't want to say thing already~! i will vent out my unhappiness or anger in other ways or method lor!!! arghH!!!
fucked up world!
fucked up Life!

anyway, yesterday, 21st Jan was my 4th month anniversary being together with my Dear, Gabriel! we will still be continue counting~! =D
I Love You Dar!

2008-12-17T22:53:00.000+08:00

i lost my sis psp! CURSE THAT GUY WHO STEAL IT!! F*****

2008-12-13T02:28:00.003+08:00

I LOVE

GABRIEL LEE WEI KANG

AS ALWAYS AND

WILL NEVER WANT TO LET GO OF HIM!!!

i need your warm >.<

2008-12-04T02:02:00.007+08:00

Oh My! I suddenly so wish to change my phone now! LOL. i wanna get SE C905 and Nokia 5800!!! I KINDA sudden MISS MY SLIDE PHONE!! duno why. SobSob. LOL. i wanna get both of them when i got money! hahahs.

There are many things i wish to get too. But now, I Seriously need a job! Need Money! i'm so broke now.. hahas! anyone can help me in finding a good pay job? heehee. still need to save money for my future schooling!! haiz. still finding. hope can found one real soon please!!! (:

Okay. what now! i was kena frighten by a stupid cockroach just now! it crawl onto my hand when i was half way typing this post! argh~! Stupid Cockroach! it make me shiver! Rawrrr~!!

2008-12-02T17:00:00.004+08:00

Ahh~! i so damn freaking bored! sudden feeling low today. haiz. so bored so bored! i want to go out! get lost! stupid weather, make my mood even down. =.=

haiz. don't know why some people are just so stuborn. baka. i hate you bastard! because of you, the way you are, i hate you!
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haiz. still so bored! i want to find something to do to keep my mind occupy!!!!
find job? no mood today, hope the rest would contact me asap!
play psp? sis took it to work! she don't let me play!
go out? where can i go? no money! and it is raining now! stupid!
get lost!
watch show?
sleep?
Arghh!!! freaking bored!

2008-11-17T00:35:00.004+08:00

LOL. was asked to update. So.... just have a quick update before i sleep again. hahahs.

On the 13th Nov 2008, finally had the school concert. i guess the whole concert wasn't that good. First item is band. music wasn't well played and i know that for sure. haix. well, and for the rest of the performance, i not very sure. but the drama is funny. LOL. so after concert, i went off with my Dear and friends. and went to eat Mac at AMK hub. After that went home. LOL.

14th Nov, went to Ellie's house and played Majong! hahas. there is Me, Gab, Ellie, Nic, SM and Bel. LOL. and Ellie's mum cooked Curry Chicken for us again. hahas. DearDear, SM and Me reached Ellie's house first. So we start to eat first, after that play Majong. Then Bel came, followed by Nic. LOL. Then Me&Dear, Ellie&Nic, Bel and SM play together. LOL. After Playing eat again and we talk alot too. hahah. So basically we just eat and play and eat. LOL. After that Me, Dear, Ellie and Nic went for Movie, Madagascar Escape 2 Africa, while SM and Bel went home. hmmm, so nothing much after movie, just went to eat at woodland mart and went home. Hahaha.

15th Nov, a trip to the ZOO! meet up with SM, Ellie, Nic, Bel and Bryan early in the morning at around 9am at Adm and we went for KFC breakfast while waiting for Jian Hao. LOL. After eating, my Dear just pop out suddenly when we are talking "bad" about him. hahas. JKJK!! but just thought that he won't be going with us. Then Jian Hao came too. After blablablah, off we go to the Zoo. almost spend half of the day at the Zoo. it was fun but tiring too. Run here run there with my dear. hahahas. Okay don't know what to sae while in the zoo. so after that all of us went back to CCK. Then me&Dear, Ellie&Nic separated with JH, SM, Bel and Bryan. And we went to Toa Payoh to meet wit Macus&hisgirlfriend for dinner. By the time, it was just too tiring for the 4 of us, me&Dear and Ellie&Nic. hahas. So we just had our dinner, play arcade for awhile and we went home. And hmmm yup. Went Home. LOLx! =P

16th Nov, DearDear is working. so i just spend my day at home which i wake up at almost 12plus. hahas. No school so can sleep more. heehee. Then went to 888 with my mum. Mum went to NTUC and i went to ask about rebonding cost. I Gonna Rebond my Hair again! hahas. after that had lunch together with her. and went home. LOLs. went home and start clearing my thing already. i just simply do my thing slowly soooo, i haven't finish clearing 2 of my messy places. hahas. tomorrow gonna continue and got to finish it fast! LOL. Then at night meet up with DearDear after his working and accompany him for dinner. And then..... Went home. HAHA!

Tadas~!
iloveyoualways!!!

2008-11-09T00:54:00.005+08:00

Hi Came to blog before i went to sleep. hahas.. starting from the morning, i went to band in the morning. had sonore concert rehearsal in the hall, we supposingly should have two rehearsal, however, aft the first rehearsal, we, the "O"level students wasn't allow to play in the rehearsal by Mr Teo as we are supposingly to be staying at home and study for our Olevel which left with 2 more paper thus he wanted us to go home and study. but i practice my soprano sax in the cd shelter until around 12noon and i went off. went to the hall to look for syafiqah and stayed to listen to the band played in the 2nd rehearsal. And i went home straight after they played finish the whole songs.

Going dating with Darling, Ellie!

So i went to shower and prepare to go out once again. met Darling at Admiralty Mrt station and we went straight to Marina Square. Had our lunch and we went to play at the arcade. afterward went for shopping, and Nic came to meet up with us after his event. Then Darling and Me together bought a same shirt. haha. after that went to accompany Nic to have his lunch before he hunger to death. opps =x after eating, went to Suntec City as Ellie needed to get something there and we walk around afterward. not long after, my DEAR finally came to meet up with us after his work. so meet up with him at marina square. at that time i was quite a little crazy and mood swing so i'm just SO SORRY that i kinda neglected my Dear. =x So after that me and Ellie bring the guys to the arcade and we play again. After playing went walking around and went back to CWP for dinner. reached woodland was about just nice 10pm, Ellie tried to rush to the shop, Precious Moment, however it closed. It was late too, nothing much we could get to eat so went to the Pasar Malam to get our food. bought what we wanted to eat and went to Ellie's Block resident corner just to eat our food. hahas. afterward Nic send Ellie home and my Dear send me home. =)

Tomorrow gonna wake up early again! =P

Tadas~!
iloveyoualways♥

2008-11-07T16:35:00.003+08:00

Hi I'm back for blogging again. just a quick update.
was kind of busy this few day. busy with upcoming school sonore concert and maybe other thing. Anyway i just happy that i finally got a chance to get to play soprano saxophone. and i will be playing for it during the concert. (=

left 2 more paper for my Olevel examination. POA paper 1 and Combine Science Paper 1. after the 2 papers, i'm really free from anything! i'm just looking forward to free myself from exam or even stress~! but now i wanted to look for job! anyone can help or got any to intro? hahas.

Anyway, sometime i feel kinda sad. maybe there is something or someone doing something is just hurting me in someway but i just tried to ignore. its just like they are treating me as invisible or just being extra. what can i do? don't care loh. haiz. nvm. what's important is i just need to be my ownself. just stay happy and enjoy what i have. anyway i still got my Darlings and Dear to be there for me. it is happy and blissful to know that there is someone who still love you, care for u and be there for you when you need them. treasure what is important around you. don't wait until you lost it then regret. its just too late. learn to treasure.
anyway sometime things are just hard to say out. so maybe will just trap inside a person heart. by looking just the outward appearance of a person, you might not know that the person might be is feeling sad or whatever deep inside the heart. human heart is just so complicated. (=

ily♥

2008-10-30T17:40:00.002+08:00

STRESS! haiz. basically i'm not totally stress on studies but also on some other things. or should i say, i don't feel stress on studies or my Olevel much?! what's wrong with me?! haiz. anyway i just try to do my very best for my Olevel and score well for it. nth much i could wish for. i will never know what my future will be or what will be happening. But, OLevel Faster end leh!!!! haiz.. still left with SS, POA, D&T and MCQ! I want to be free from exam! free from stress! and do what i wanted to do! And School Concert Sonore IV is coming right after Olevel. i'm looking forward to the concert cause i'm performing! hahas. Do come support! =D

Anyway, i guess my mood isn't that good this few days. how should i say? i have been thinking wild i guess. i will start to wonder. and sometime starting to feel empty inside me. it's just don't seem right. what's wrong with me? i don't get such feeling before. looking at the others, i could feel some part is missing inside me. though i'm not the worst from others, but i just started to feel that i'm lacking of the feeling that what everyone should have. is it because of this lacking feeling make me feel uncomfortable in some way? i don't know. i have to learn to be strong. learn to be independence so that nothing could get into my way. i have been the way since young, so its shouldn't affect me much. BE STRONG! (:
i don't think anyone will understand what i'm refering to. (:

ily♥

Okay, i think my com kena infected with virus again. sh!t. arghh!

2008-10-15T19:14:00.004+08:00

woot! Starting 'O' Level tomorrow! Finally is my turn to face OLvl Examination. What my future will be will also depend on this le! Must score well! LOL.

okay. tomorrow starting with Science Practical. Hopefully i can score well on this practical so that can help me abit on my Science written paper! ;D
and so. Friday will be my Graduation Ceremony Day. I Finally Graduate huh. LOL. its been 5years in ADSS and so many things had happened within these 5years too. wonder what will happen on this friday. hahas.

Anyway, i was asked not to take up sport course, as my friend say there won't have any future. omg. haiz i don't know. so i try to find other courses that i interested in lor. Nth much. so thought maybe find it after getting result ba as i don't know how much i will get for my Olvl. But today our teacher give us a postcard which is about a new course in TP. A new course Diploma in Gerontological Management Studies. It Combines the knowledge in Business Management, Sociology and Psychology to prepare you for this emerging market. This new course seem interesting and i seem to be quite interested in it too.. hmmm. so maybe aiming for that ba.. hahas. but have to travel all the way to TP. Omg! wonder if i really could get into that course/school, what will my mum and bf say. hahas.

okay. Time to go for studies le ba.. JIAYOU!
Good Luck and All The Best to Those who are going to take OLevel Examination!
Gambatte!

Tadas~!
Loves! ;D

2008-10-13T19:18:00.004+08:00

Oh My! i recently just went to the Nokia and Sony Erricsson Website to look for any new HP and i found Nokia 5800 and SE C905. these 2 HP attract me the most and its look so cool. but though i don't really know much about it feature and specification or how good is it. i feel like getting it even though i used my phone and my plan is just pass 1 year only. =.= So i have to wait for another year so that i can renew my plan and then get a new phone for myself lor. sadly. hahahs. but also provided i am able to buy the phone i want when my contract ended lah. HAHA! so now, just wait! heehee.. XD

Nokia 5800 XpressMusic (a touch screen phone)

Sony Ericsson C905 (Slide Phone)

Okay, anyway. O LEVEL IS COMING SOON IN JUST 3 DAYS TIME! OMG! will i score well? it's depend on my effort put in and how hardworking i am already lor. i kinda prefer to study at home and mainly concentrate on those subject i most weak in. i know i'm not that good in studies so i don't realy hope for super good grades. i just wish i can score lower than 20, and get into the poly course that i want. hahas. i think i will prefer to go for sport course, as i'm not really interested in any other courses. And i'm quite a active and sporty person? hahas.

Okay la.. don't want to blog much already. Study Study! O Level! LOL.
all the best to those having O LeveL!

Tadas~!

2008-09-29T23:00:00.000+08:00

HarLow. Im back again. hmm. okay. what should i blog about? i have been quite lazy to come blogging le. LOL.

Anyway i wasn't feeling well since yesterday, sunday. Had slight fever and having stomach pain too. And so, i was absent from school today! 2times in a year huh. i very guai de okay. always went to school one. LOL. Finally can don't go school for the day, but i wasn't really relaxing at home! i have to suffer the pain from my stomach and having diarrhea. The pain almost killing me manz. comes and goes, comes and goes. hours later after i woke up, i was strengthless because of diarrhea. =.= LOL. wasn't able to do much of the homework too. so rest and sleep. hahas. went to see the doctor at night with the accompany of my 2nd sis. Initially was thought is gastric pain. but no! i got Stomach Flu. 1st time huh. got bacteria in my stomach. LOL. so tooka 2 days MC for today and tomorrow. I'll be absent for school tomorrow too! XD i would rather want to stay at home do ownself study rather than going to study. but also don't include any homework la! haizz.. and now i have to watch out for food i should avoid for the time being. LOL.

Okay! let's talk about other things. hahas. went to my friend place yesterday, just reached there then was asked to eat KFC already, cause when the time i reached there, the KFC delivery man just went off. LOL. so eat eat eat. awhile later, start doing homework already. was rushing my math again. it never seems ending it manz. haizz. so do do, then hours passed, the room was too cold for me so i came out walk around. saw my 'son', QiQi, was inside one of the room standing one side crying or don't what, so i went in. his mum told me that he was showing temper, so i went to take care of him, coax him. slowly slowly, he back to playful type and i play with him with those learning words board(duno how to sae). so play play awhile, all of us went off at 6pm plus. and so i went to meet him after his work. before that i already realise that i'm not feeling well. so went to his house and rest and then went home at around 9.45pm. hmmm. nothing much else happened too.

hmm. i don't what to blog already. so that all ba.

Tada~!

Mi and My 'Son' JunQi (QiQi) XD

2008-09-21T17:49:00.007+08:00

woot. i finally back from don't how long since i last blog huh. haha. Life wasn't been good for the past few days or weeks. due to the prelim examination and also the result. result were just badly score, or can just say that i only pass my Math Prelim. Sad! hahas.

So, Olvl will be in less than a month. really hope i can score well for my Olvl. Thought of giving up on my Humanities, cause Human is my weakest subjects. but still, i will still try to study as much, as hard as i can and also for all other subjects, and also especially on my math! haizz. LOL.

Okay, anyway. i recently know a guy. what i can say is, he is a Humanities freak manz! LOLz. went to his house yesterday and he taught me Geography, but i guess he teached me until he can vomite blood manx. heehee. my brain was jus wasn't workin well yesterday and my thinking is just too slow. hahas! Anyway, why i say he is a Human freak is because i found alot of National Geography book in his room. wth. LOL. so he taught me awhile then stop already as he got a feeling that i don't have the mood to continue and always easily distracted by others thing. So chat chat, play with his sister and just play with his sister. hahas.

think i spolit his sister manz. as she keep asking me to play wit her if not she will complain or she will be very noisy. LOL. or say i'm just too kind or too friendly to little kids. hahas! so, at around 4plus, his parent wake up from afternoon nap. going out to eat for dinner and woot, his mum ask mi to go along too. scare sia. LOL. somemore i wearing PE shirt and short. so his mum give me wear her shirt and short and also slipper. woot! he said this is the first time his mum will straight ask the friend to go eat with them from the first meet, if some other people who she see not happy, she don't give a damn manz and of cause won't ask them to tag along.

so initial they wanting to go changi to eat, but i think that place is closed on that day so changed location. went to pick up another sister who is same aged as me, and went to eat. so eat eat, then went back to his house. soon not long after, the family started to play majong. so me and the youngest sister just side beside and watched them play. after awhile than the sister ask me to go play with her again. so i just accompany her lo. hahas. not long after, my friend ask me to play majong for him. so he just sit beside me and guide me along. LOL. i cannot anyhow play, cause they are playing with real money i think. haha. so Okay, my reaction is just damn slow and i really just too blur. the family are talking in dialect which i don't really know what they are talking about too. hahas. while i was playing the majong, the youngest sister keep asking me to go play with her. but, sadly, i have to play the majong cause i win quite many round. and the family keep telling her that it will be the last round. LOL! haiz pity her, cause she got no one to play with. =P

so played until 10pm plus and my friend send me home. woot. its almost spending my whole day at his house manx. LOL. should hav brought homework along sia. LOL. so anyway, really thanks the family la. to treat me to eat also, the mum's shirt and short, and treating me well too. hahas. and little girl, i will play with you the next time okay? hahahs.

Okay, that's my day for yesterday, Saturday. haha. and today, HW day! LOL. but abit quite slack lei.haiz. LOL. anyway later going to meet my Darling and her BF for dinner. I LOVE YOU DARLING! Next time after Olvl, after i work, I will treat you go eat. haha. and make u Fat too! hahahas.

Tada~!
LOVES!! ^^

This is the little sister that i mentioned. hahas.

2008-09-01T18:46:00.009+08:00

Hi People. I'm back here finally. It's been very long since i last update. Many things had happened. Since today is a holiday anyway and i'm not doing others things, so i'm here to blog. LOL. Anyway i'm sorry if i didn't reply your tag. =P

hmmm. got back Class Photo and Band Photo about 1 week ago. i looked so damn dark in the class photo due to that time when i'm playing basketball for long. LOL. but i still looked fine in band photo. LOL.

Okay, anyway 4E and 5N were having Prelim Last week. For me, i had my prelim done on English pp1, Math pp1, SS, Geo, Chem, D&T and POA paper 2. The other rest of the prelim paper will continue after the 1week sept holiday. So sian. >.<

29/8/08, Fri
Celebrating Teachers' Day on this day. so there neither have lesson nor exam. can relax abit. LOL. It is also SherMin and SiLing Birthday. sorry that i didn't get anything for both of them. =P Basically the day itself was quite fun and also many of the ex-Adssian came back. i miss most of them. hahas.

30/8/08, Sat
went to band as usual in the morning. played Der Vogelhandler and Die Fledermaus. Both are a new songs for us. so full band for the day is to sight read both of the song. It was really quite difficult to play. and the weakness in band is the 6 8 Times Signature. LOL. even me is weak in that too. =P
After playin both of the 2 songs, it almost time. and before that he told everyone about Sonore 4 concert and what songs we going to play for it. The concert will be held on 14th November 2008. i want to be inside playing with the rest of the band members! LOL. anyway my Olvl last paper will be until 11Nov2008. LOL. Alunmi who are interested to join in for the concert may come and tell me! LOL.
So After Band went to eat with the rest of them. and after that played Blocking catching with Nickson, Jovyn, JS, katherine and Joanna. phew. its really tiring one lo as i'm playing it the day before too. XD after that they came to my house and play UNO while i went to shower. O.o After showering and awhile later, Jov received a call from ZG they all to ask him if he wanted to go AMK Hub for a walk. Since he is bored anyway so he went to find them, the rest of them thus went home.
I wanted to go to my friend place and help him. but half way walking, i msg him and he said that class ended so asked me to join him for sushi with the him and those kids, QiQi, XiaoBao and forget the other name.. LOL. so i went to CWP and joined them for dinner. from there on, i know Gary more who is Ellie's CCA senior. LOL. Didn't know he knew that Peter for so long. LOL. I was bully by the kids too. just way too playful. LOL After eating sushi, He brought us to eat ice cream. can say he jus simply a monster?HahA. cause after eating sushi, he still can eat ice cream straight after but Gary and Me were down there full already. =P Finally, done with our Ice-Cream, so we went shopping/walking around CWP. its tire taking care of QiQi and Xiao Bao. But luckily XiaoBao is much more sensible, anyway Qiqi is the youngest among the 3 of them. Playful is his nature right? LOL. But when he become way toooo Naughty, Peter just looked at him fiercely, he became quite as he scare of Peter! LOL. Monster! LOL. After getting some of the things and done with shopping, Peter brought us to Toast Bread to eat. =.= Me and Gary were just giving him a face =.=. Cause we are still full over the Sushi and Ice Cream, yet he still can eat. OMG. so i just drank, the rest drink a ate abit. LOL. Finally going home time! since Gary and Me were not rushing home, so we accompany Peter and send those kids home. Stayed in the house for some time and the 3 of us just talk about anything. Peter had just many story to tell huh. Haha. Finally Home sweet home. and i reach home at around 11 plus or 12 i think. LOL. One whole day gone again. LOL.

31/8/08, Sun
woke up early and prepare to go out. Today is Miss Lee wedding and she invited us all the 4N1 Pupils '07 to her house. quite many of us came, especially those who are not in Adss school anymore. The rest of them were just either busy or were unable to go due to some other thing. but i'm sure Miss Lee will still miss you guys. LOL. Its been quite long since we last saw her i guess. Seen her yesterday, she was still so pretty as usual. hahas. before she reached her house, we ourselves took quite alot of photo, after she came, we took quite many of the photo with her too together with her husband, Mr Chia. So now Miss Lee is called Mrs Chia!. hahahahs.
Okay, after all going off from her house, everyone of us planning to go out together. so in the end we decided to go Orchard CineLeisure for Movie. a few of them didn't follow, so they just went off their own. The rest of us went to watch Death Race, it was quite a nice show though it was quite violence and abit not understandable. LOL. After movie, the group get separated again. some when for Party World to Sing, the rest went to play Pool at Lucky Plaza. LOL. So i followed those going for Pool. After playing, walked around Taka, than they went to eat for dinner. So Sab and Me went to find Ellie at Plaza Singapura, by the time, Ellie almost finished her movie. Together with her friends, they brought us to Lau Pa Sa to eat. LOL. On the ways, before eating, and when going home, Me with Ellie's BF's friend were keep bricking all the ways. what the. He was just too good at talking and shooting people. LOL. Next time See him, i will definitely shoot him back again. Just wait and See. Whahahas. so went home. another whole day gone again. XD

so today, basically sleep until i happy, then use computer watch anime. LOL. Nothing much. Whole day at home. cant afford to waste anymore day or time. LOL. Anyway today is DiEn's Birthday too.. Happy Birthday DiEn! LOL. And also Teachers' Day. Happy Teachers' Day to all the teachers. (:

Photos for Teachers' Day and Miss Lee wedding, maybe will upload in other days, maybe not. LOL.

Random stuff
some of the things i just lazy to say anymore. Gomen. My thinking had change. my mindset now is different from before. My expectation is more and higher. i don't want anything for now. i just want to be single, have my freedom, have my own time and be my ownself for now. i don't want to care about other things already. I told you i will hurt you, yet you still want to come into my life. And Yet You will never understand me. And now i don't get to understand you also already. I now don't like the way you are now. Why cant you be your ownself? I don't like you to become like these after what we are in the past. I know it is all because of me. I don't like it you know? I don't want to be responsible for that. i quite regretted for what had happened. i should know that we are unsuitable. i'm a very OutGoing person, but you are not. our lifestyle is totally different. Thanks for doing so much for me in the past. Maybe you will find somemore who is more loyal to you. gomen.

2008-08-14T23:09:00.011+08:00

HarLow people. Had been MIA for a very long time. and i'm finally here to update my blog. (:

Due to some of the heavy work, i had been a very long time since i last touch computer already i guess. sad. hahas. many homework is coming in and mostly are POA, Math and Eng. but now, mostly i got to rush for Math worksheet. Endless work are just piling up. feeling so stressful. As for D&T, this few days are really my last chance to finish it, cause it have to be hand in by 22nd Aug. so, got to rush it during the weekend.

got back my O level MT result. again i got B3. SAD! but surprisingly my oral get Merit. but though this year my Oral gets a Merit, but i don't think i will retake again. as i think about it already. I don't have much confident to score A1, also because of the MT teacher who taught me. i just don't like the way she teaches. LOL. and if i'm lucky to score for A2 if i retake, then is like only 1 grade different. but if i could use the time to concentrate more on other subject, i maybe able to score much better for other subject other than having a A2 MT and the rest didn't score well. so choose not to retake it. LOL.

Today Finally had my 2.4km Run. really can't run that well like last time already. i don't know why. Maybe because i'm not feeling well or too long didn't run already. LOL. but still, i'm glad that there are Syafiqah and Sabina to help me in my 2.4km Run. that's why i could pass at 16 minutes. It not because that i failed my 1st 2.4km run. but it jus that i could not get to run for the first time due to my ankle sprained that time. LOL.

Tomorrow is Friday, there is Mock Exam Practical coming. my practical had not been a good one for me i guess. i can't differentiate well etc. so all i can do is just to try my best doing.

on the coming monday, 18th Aug, it is my Eng O Level Oral day. My Oral had not always been a good one for me. especially Picture Conversation i think. i'm weak in that. Sadly. but still, i will still do my best for it. (:

Tada~!

Random Stuff.
Things seem to become worst. I don't know. I don't know what's happening around me seriously, and i don't know things had make a 180degree changes until somemore told me? but i really don't wish to see anything bad to happen. I don't know who will going to make the first step, who will forgive & forget, who will solve the problem, or who will make it worst. but i will hope thing will be as the same as last time.

For me, i would really rather to choose the past. everyone seem to be more close and more cheerful. will mix around and play with one another. but now, what's happening? For me, i know that i'm not that close with you guys already, partially due to my coming Olevel and piling of works, but i would still like to be with you guys. it had so much fun. i don't mind being the one and only, but it still fun right? to me is yes. but i don't know what you all had felt. hope you all will feel the same too. (:

if someone ask me who or which is more important, i will choose all the choices i have. everyone or everything are important to me. i will not choose only one thing over other things. it will be hurt, really. i would want to spend more time on it too after my Olevel than to let it getting worst.
Sometime i don't really mean what i had said or anything. i may not know how to express out my feeling, but that doesn't means that i don't care about anything. Mostly people will feel grateful if others are more understanding etc.

Anyway, i really don't like to see such thing to happen. especially my friends, my loves around me. As it will really be very sad and hurtful to anyone of us. i'm not helping anyone. But i really hope things will get better and will become as the same as last time.

I Love You All ! (:

//Loves

2008-08-14T13:30:00.000+08:00

Was Tagged by Syafiqah quite long ago. (:

1.The person who tagged you is :
Syafiqah :D

2.Your relationship with her is :
Darling! XD

3.Your five impression of her :
smart, sweet, caring, friendly & cheerful (:

4.The most memorable thing she had done for you :
help me whenever i need help, console me when i feel sad (:

5.The most memorable thing she said to you :
I LOVE YOU DARLING. hahas. ^^

6.If she become your lover, you will :
make her happy always! help her to solve any problem. wont let her get much hurt. but we are not to the extend of being a lover. heehee. (:

7.If she become your lover, thing he has to improve on will be:
Nth! she is perfect! heehee. but still wont become a lover! but i still Love her! heehee.

8.If she become your enemy, you will :
i will lose someone impt! will be very sad. =(

9.If he become your enemy, the reason will be :
no idea

10.The most desire thing you want to do for her now is :
hmmm. dunno? =P

11.Your overall impression of her is :
she is my best darling (:

12.How you think people around you will feel about you? :
i duno what others will think abt me. but whatever i do, i must be conscious on wat i hav done b4 i care abt wat others things abt mi (:

13.The characteristics you love about yourself :
understandable? i duno. =P

14.On the contrary, the characters you hate about yourself are :
laziness? =x

15.The most ideal person you want to be is :
be a carefree person. dun think to think so much on anything. let nature take the course.

16.The people that care and like you, say something to them :
i love you all! (:

17. pass this quiz to 5 ppl you wished to know how they feel about you:
-Zhong Guang
-Nickson
-Jian Shen
-Cousin
-Adrienne

2008-07-27T13:57:00.003+08:00

TAURUS - The Tramp

Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight. Fight for what they want. Independent but needs love and attention. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. They can be self centered and if they want something they will do anything to get it. They love to sleep and can be lazy. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth!

Mostly are so accurate for me! Just like some of my personality/character. hahas. so can know me alittle better through here huh. heehee.

Anyway. Happy Belated Birthday to ZG! sorry didn't get any present for you. =P

Ok.. going out later for SP Band concert. But still, Homeworks are waiting for me to finish it. argh. Do i still have time to finish it?! Somemore i yesterday then know that my D&T folio got to hand in the coming week. wtf. how am i going to finish it by tue?! still have to finish every POA papers by this coming week too. F***. Stupid school. Stupid Teachers. can i skip school? wth! arghh.

okay sorry for scolding those vulgar words. but i not really feeling fed up or what now. jus hate it only. LOL.

2008-07-25T23:38:00.020+08:00

Harlow! It's been almost three weeks since i last post already ya? hahas. and now i finally came posting after so many people asking me to update. ^^

hmmm. Okay. Many things happened in this 3 weeks. But if i update everything, i guess it will be a long one. hahas. so nevermind.

Anyway, today is My 2nd Sister's, Winnie, Birthday! Happy 20th Birthday to her! Hope she had enjoyed the whole day as she just went out again after coming back home awhile and do her homework! =.= hahas. but sadly, my family don't celebrate birthday. =P

And for today, went for band after school. had our pupil conductor as our Sir was not here today. hahas. so played March Blue Sky, and mostly Songs for National Day. While ZG or Syazwan was conducting for National Day songs, JS and me was mostly sitting behing watching them conducting, and also watch out for their mistake etc. though i know that my conducting skill wasn't as good as JS to judge others but at least i knew abit. (no offend) =P

Anyway before the band ended, i conducted March Blue Sky. though it wasn't my first time 'conducting', but today was just different from before. JS asked me to try conduct March Blue Sky infront of the whole band and also try to listen out for any mistake etc, maybe probably to see where my conducting skill stand. hahas. anyway i knew that my conducting was just a very plain one, no much emotional in it, and i really couldn't listen to any mistake except for some. But lucky my conducting was still constant, not too fast and not too slow. and JS was beside me helping me. But i still knew that some of them didn't look at the conductor which was me. SAD~! heehee. Anyway still want to Thanks those people who support me as i would still feel abit scare when i was conducting down there. heehee. But sorry if anyone of you don't like me to conduct and felt that my conducting wasn't that good or what. anyway i will still try to improve more on it. As my dream is still wanting to become a musician/conductor. hehe. ^^

hahas. Okay what else. the coming weeks will be a busy weeks for me again. had to rush my POA and Math homework. so Damn lots lor. and MT Olevel paper is over already, yet the MT teacher still want to keep doing situational writing all these. scare that if anyone of us so unlucky that had to retake. ahler. hate it a lot. And Many homework are piling up! argh. =.=

Anyway. nothing much want to update already i guess. and kind of lazy to update too. hahas.
Tada~!

♥ LOVES ♥

2008-07-06T20:07:00.008+08:00

Woot people. Its been a week since i last post. Had hardly been online last few days as was busy with some other things as well as school ending late always too. =P so i think i will just post randomly. (:

Monday
Lesson as usual. had English Mock Test after school period. is a boring day lor. then Ellie came back school to get something from her GuZheng instructor and also gave SM and Mi a souvenir which she bought from Thailand. Thanks Darling! So the Mock Test thing ended at around 5pm+. Went to band after that as well as waiting for JS as his HP is with me while he went for O lvl MT Oral. Home sweet home after that. (:

Tuesday
had O level MT Oral! My conversation topic is "Many good result O lvl pupils would rather choose to go Poly than JC. what are your view?" (i think the question is asked like that. =P ) ohmy. the question is the one that came out during my Mid-Year-Exam MT composition! but i just feel that i didn't talk much. the examiner questioned me with lots of questions and i just answered what she asked. and passage reading, is difficult de lo. haiz. i scare i die in Oral again. NOOO!!!!! >.<

Friday
went out with Fiona, HuiSi, Joanna, JS and ZG. before that was playing basketball at crescent straight after school. it seem quite long since i last played ya. can't play that good already. hahas. so after that went home showered, prepared and went out to meet up with everyone at CWP. after meeting, off we go for our Movie, Hancock! it was quite a nice show, quite funny and touching too. haha. but i was got shocked by a little girl in the mid of the movie. woot. hahas. so after movie, all of us walked around CWP, lookin for a gift for CharlesChan for his birthday which is on the 7th july. In the end, we bought a cap for him. and home sweet home afterward. =P

Saturday
went for D&T in the morning. actually should meet up with JS and ZG under JS's block. but i overslept so they went off without me. i had been overslept for 2 days which is today and yesterday due to tireness and forgetten to put alarm. hahas. so i slowly did my things at home and i was late for D&T. but nevermind, late won't die ya? hahahs. did went for band awhile and played percussion. haha. my artifact almost done. but at that time i got nothing else can do so i played the PSP. hahas. After Band/D&T, went to eat with the usual gang. but opps so sorry that they had to wait for me. heehee. so after eating, everyone went off separately.
Then (Blablablah. woot. =P) went home, showered, watched abit of tv and i fall asleep! opps. hope wont looked ugly ya? heehee. but luckily i didn't sleep for too long as i got to go out and get something. so woke up, prepared and off we go to CWP! get to bought most of my stuffs except school shoe. omg, my school shoe CMI! got to change already! hahas. and i spent quite alot today. broke already. sobsob. LOL. then went to eat at Burger King afterward and walk home! (blablablah again) after that home sweet home. heehee. another tiring day. XD

Sunday (Today)
finally can wake up late today. haha. but did nothing much, mostly was playing with PSP, eating or using com. LOL. haven't start any of the homework. but got to rush already as there's really alot waiting for me to finish it! anyway i really got to buck up on all my Subjects already! Ahh~!

By the way, Today is Youth Day and thus tomorrow is a Holiday for us too! so there is no school. Yeah! =P

BYE!
ily(:

2008-06-29T21:03:00.010+08:00

Hi. Saw this from one of the email that i've received. find it quite interesting and quite true so just want to blog it out. =P Its say about what kind of Guy or who can really become your BoyFriend and who can just only become a friend of yous. :)

＊誰可以當男朋友，誰只能當普通朋友。＊

普通朋友：半夜會找妳打BBS聊天到很晚。
男朋友：半夜看妳還在BBS上會趕你下線(當然妳可以柪個幾分鐘)。
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普通朋友：他會找你出去玩,叫妳放棄報告或翹課。
男朋友：他會催妳快寫作業,或者想要跟你討論功課。
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普通朋友：在你生病時，會講好話關心妳。
男朋友：在你生病時，他會關心到你很煩，而且逼你去看醫生。
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普通朋友：他會盡量說好話來討好妳，妳會覺得他很棒。
男朋友：他所說的話，都是關心妳的！但通常像是在命令妳，妳會覺得他幹麻這麼做。
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普通朋友：他什麼事情都會配合著你，只要你高興。
男朋友：他會幫你辨別是非，但你會覺得他管太多。
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普通朋友：他會說他要給你最大的幸福。
男朋友：他只能給你保證，妳跟他在一起，他是最快樂的。
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普通朋友：他會幫你買消夜，送宵夜，載你上下課。
男朋友：他會幫你買宵夜，不過他會提醒你，吃什麼比較健康。他會載你上下課，不過要他有順路，因為他不能為你而翹課。因為他翹課，他成績便會不好，成績不好不會有好工作。那你們將來日子怎麼會好過，他會想的很遠。
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普通朋友：他只有想到現在。
男朋友：他已經預見將來，該怎麼自我努力，好給你幸福。

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愛上一个人..........如此的甜蜜卻又讓人受傷害
放棄一个人..........如此的難過卻又讓人心碎

珍惜身旁的每一个人,不要等到失去了
才瞭解到遺憾.和後悔是如此的痛苦....

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~※→因為愛你.所以放手還你自由←※~
~※→因為愛你.所以不再讓你困擾←※~
~※→因為愛你.所以寧願自己難過←※~
~※→因為愛你.所以我逼自己離開←※~

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如果我還一直深愛著你...你是否還會待在我身邊?
如果我還一直在乎著你...你是否會再多看我一眼?
是否我已不存在了...你才感覺的到我的離開?
是否我已離開了....你才感覺的到我對你的好?

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┴┬┴┬┴　　珍惜友誼　┴┬┴┬┴┬┴┬
┬┴┬┴　在繽紛的塵宇中　┴┬┴┬┴┬┴┬
┴┬┴　　　你我相識　　　┬┴┬┴┬┴┬┴
┬┴　不管是一次偶然的相逢　┬┴┬┴┬┴
┴┬┴　　或是成為永遠的知已　┬┴┬┴┬
┬┴┬┴┬　　我都一樣珍惜　┬┴┬┴┬┴┬
╭　　║　　╗║╦══╗ ▅▅▅▅
╠══╬═╯╬╬║　╭╯╭╯ 補 ╰╮
╯　　║　　║║║　╚╗║**.充. **║
═══╬══║║║　　║║**.體 .**║
　　　║　　╰╬║　　║║**.力. **║
　　╚╯　　╚╯╯　╚╯╰════*╯

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最真摯滴愛情不需要承諾
注定緣份滴情人不需要約定
只要真心真意滴對待眼前滴你‧‧‧‧
只願陪伴著你直到你不愛你‧‧‧‧‧

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Some are just random. (:
LOVE (:
BYE!

2008-06-29T19:45:00.003+08:00

Harlow Ppl. Haven't been posting for the past 2 days. So now going to post for Friday and Saturday. hahas.

Fridays.
Had morning Run and i finally can run. LOL. initially ran with Syafiqah, SherMin and WanTing. but in the end im running alone. i don't why, i just got the energy to run. and i overtake a lot people. =P

After that having Math. Going through Worksheet again. and of cause, i didn't do my work again. so just hid and just copy down the answer quickly. heehee.
English. i forgot what we had done already. =x

Recess. Don't feel like eating. So just sat down at the parade square with SherMin and studied POA for the Class Test which going to test on Incomplete Record and Finally Analysis.

so finally POA lesson. had the Class Test for the 1 period. there are 2 question, Qns 1A and 1B. however, i could only know how to do the question 1A. hopefully i still can get those qns 1A correctly.
after that MT period. had conversation oral again. is another boring lesson.
So last period supposingly is MT too. but it changed to FT period as we had to changed our class TimeTable again for starting of next week lesson. soon after, Bell rangs and everyone went off differnt ways.

After School, i went to find JS and the group. soon everyone gathered up and then went out for lunch together! hahas. so went to Woodlands Mart and ate at Fork&Spoon. After eating, some of them went to buy bubble tea while the rests are waiting outside. Then Jia An so playful, went to play the one that "catch soft toys" one. Jov and Charles joined in too. hahas. tried a few times but still couldn't catch any of the soft toy. then lastly, my $1 is actually sponsor Charles to play. but he cant catch any of it too. so the last time, the free game, i tried again. and finally caught one La Bi Xiao Xin that Jia An keep sayin he wants. but got it already then he doesn't want it as he kept saying that it's using my money to catch one. =.= so i just hold on to it and brought it back to school.

reached school, then went to the place where our band members alway at and start chatting with the others. Then the LaBiXiaoXin in the end was given to ZG. hahas. After that, Band photo taking session. so everyone changed to band-T and fall-in and had our photo taking. But sadly, Sir not in the photo again. Syafiqah, CharlesLow and Me were special among the other members as only the 3 of us were sitting on the chair wit the current leaders and teachers. =P so After photo taking then went home straight with JS.

Reached home, showered and prepared, after that went out again. woot i wear skirt today. hahas. so meet with SherMin at CWP as to accompany her to eat while Syafiqah meet up with WanTing at Admiralty. After eating, all of us meet up in the train. It was so crowed at that time. and off we go to Bugis for shopping time. when we started our shopping, Syafiqah and i mostly just followed SM and WT as they like got alot of things wanted to see or buy. hahas. In the end i bought something too. :D Then we like rushing home as it was quite late already. somemore Fiqah scare that she reached home later than her parents and scare would get scolding. Reached Admiralty, then SM's dad fetch them home, while i walk home alone.
Its was late and so tired after walkin around bugis. hahas. Nothing much afterward. =P

Saturday.
wake up automatically at 7am. as the day before which is yesterday, i was too tired and just fall asleep without setting alarm. Luckily im not late or overslept. XD After that, prepared, pack my bag and off i go meeting under JS's block. reached his block, i kn im early so i didn't care. i jus sat down there playing psp, and thought after ZG came, he can sms him to come down. hahas. but in the end JS came down his own and was shocked when he saw mi sitting down there playing psp instead of telling him that i had reached his block. hahas. Waited for zg to come but in the end he replied JS that he overslept so JS and mi went to school first.

Band, starting with drills, but i stayed in the CD shelter and played psp. After that Set up instrument and having Full band. Sir came. did some warm up, tunning. then sir said he going to have a concert that is just for the Juniors, Sec1 and 2. so played some easy song. i feel it was quite boring and i knew that my juniors sure can played those song so went to help with the percussion section. Played Pomp and Circumstance full song, A Song of Hope and I'll Follow Him. i still remembered that the first time we played A Song Of Hope when im Sec1, sir said it became A Song Of HopeLESS. LOL.

Lastly played March Blue Sky. Didn't help with the percussion as there is no Snare Drum score so i helped my junior as she said there is one part that she not sure also. Lastly before band ended with the practices, Sir played the March Blue Sky in a Marching type. i played snare and i don't know how to roll. =.= the rest i just use my hearing, and memory to play that song. cause there's really no score to see! hahas.

So after that pack up, fall in and fall out. With Mel and Charles waiting outside for the rest to come out. then found JS mia again. =.=" half way while waiting, Charles went home not following us for lunch. Finally all came out, so went to meet up with JS. while Jia An accompany Jov to put his instrument at home first. Then off we go to KCF.

After Eating, Mel went for tuition and JiaAn went home to do project. Left JS, ZG, Jov and me no where to go. So we went to JS house to play. ZG playing Maple and i playing PSP. the other 2 are watching ZG playing. Afterward i used computer to watch Anime, and this time ZG playing PSP. Hahas.

Everyone is just so bored so we played Poker Card. Firstly played Big spade 2, taught JS how to play because he really don't how. Haiyo, then Jov's Joke and reaction all these made everyone of us laugh like hell and ZG laugh the loudest. hahas. After That played BlackJack with money. At first losing, but in the end all the money all went into my pocket. Wahahhahas. =P

It was fun playing and we played until 7pm plus. its was quite late, so ZG and Jov went home, while JS accompany me or i accompany him went to eat dinner. hahas.
nothing much afterward. =P and was just too tired so slept after showering.

Today, Sunday.
Nothing much happened. didn't go anyway but just stayed at home. Sunday is always a boring day. And the next day is schooling day. more bored. hahas.

Nothing much now.
BYE! ^^

2008-06-26T20:40:00.003+08:00

hi people! Finally changed my blogskin. though it looks kinda plain, but i like the picture of the girl with a smile! don't you think so? SMILE (: hahas.

okay. anyway. i was damn tired in school today. i just don't know why. just feel very restless and don't feel like doing anything. anyway, lessons are still fine today.
English teacher didn't come today. so no english period.
Than MT period, continued wit oral and i'm the first person to be called up for reading again in my group. >.<

Math period. teacher started the lesson by scolding because many of us didn't do the math worksheet. Lucky she didn't check mine as i didn't do that worksheet too. i was very tired during the lesson. i just don't know why. i was like almost sleeping for the whole period.

Finally recess time. i was liked a DEAD ZOMBIE walking out of the classroom and sat outside the canteen trying to do study SS class test which is tested on Merger & Separation.

Physics. went to physic lab and did practical. In my inpression, this is my first time going phy lab for practical huh? hahas.
Next SS period. Class Test time! haiz.. the question is: "Economic Disagreement is the main factor to Singapore's separation from Malaysia" how far do u agree with the statement? [12m] (if i didn't remember wrongly). haiz. i didn't study much on separation. so i write nothing! this class test i sure fail for it. or maybe even getting a 0marks. next week, my next ss class test is on either Sri Lanka or Northern Ireland. I gonna buck up! i can't fail for the upcoming ss class test already! (:

last period, Assembly period. our VP, Ms Tan, is talking! but i'm just like sleeping, talking or playing around without listening to what she presenting. so bored. heehee. =P after that went back to class as there is still some time before bells rang. our FT which is also our Eng's teacher didn't come today. so there is no teacher in the class. and everyone was like waiting for the bell to ring. once the bell rang, everyone went out of the classroom quickly. (like mad cow huh?) haha.

so cannot went home straight after too. it's because my chinese teacher wanted to meet me and SherMin as to help us in our Oral. meeting her at 3pm, so SherMin and i went to eat for our lunch. after that walked around the school as there is still some time. than i went out to the crescent park to play basketball awhile. woot. the weather is so humid.

than during the helping of oral, JM, XH and Bel were there too. so Mdm Whong helped everyone one of us at there. including Wanting and JiaLi too.
for my reading, i have the problem of pronouncing the SH, ZH words all these. haiz. gonna read properly on my actual Oral Day!

so went home at about 5.15pm. because everyone one of us like got alot of questions wanted to ask regarding conversation. so it delayed the time until so late. i feel so tired and body was aching when those questions were asked. hahas.

so reached home and start using computer. Gonna start doing homework after this! got quite alot of homework needed to hand in tomorrow. if not will get scolding again! heehee..

TADA~!

2008-06-25T21:00:00.004+08:00

woot. kena scolding by friend for not writing nicely in blog. So im changing it now and also trying to improve my english by writing nicely and correctly here. hahas.

So anyway, today is the 3rd day of school. And i still feel so sleepy during some lessons. arghh. And finally, there is PE period today. I like PE period and i want to run for my 2.4km! but don't when will get to run. hahas. So everyone measured our height and weight. Aft that play floorball at the basketball court. hahas. so the rest of the periods are still fine.

D&T period continue to do my artifact, then Mr Wee came to help mi when the bell rangs for the next period. hahas. so nice of him huh? =P But if can, dun help mi wit my artifact, help mi with my Folio that would be better. hahas.

Then 1 period of Geography, late for this period due to D&T. Did some questions.
After that 1 period of Lights. did nothing much. but accompany SM to the toilet and stayed there for about half an hour i guess. due to "something".. heehee.. and return back to class at the last 5mins.
Finally the last period. 1 period of Physics. Teacher didn't come for Lesson and a relief teacher came. gave everyone physics worksheet to do. and haiz. i stuck with most of the questions. haiz. my science CMI sia. >.<

okay. Finally school ended. however got to go to the hall for a talk regarding O lvl Oral which is starting tomorrow. But my Oral is on the 4th Day, which is on 1st July. Hope is a easy one. And so, the talk is so boring, and it makes mi sleepy. But luckily is a short one. (:

After that went to buy reading log in the bookshop. then went home.

My Science is weak! gonna buck up already. but also my other subjects. can't get to slack anymore! (:

haiyo. not so used to write in this form. and i got a feeling that i wrote until quite weird huh. hahas. but if can improve my english, why not? hahas. and i suddenly feel like reading story books. but i don't know where to get those story books which i want. hahas.

okay. got to go now!
BYE! :D

2008-06-23T19:30:00.008+08:00

finally today sch reopen..

gonna stress again..

haizz..

so went to sch damn early todae..

early den my usual time la.. hahahs..

reached sch.. no much ppl came yet..

our class oni TQ came the earliest.. hahas..

so sat down on the parade square..

took out hw and tried to do some of it..

but took out liao den most of the time are tokin to friend..

aft tat Shermin came too..

so tok to her lo..

hahas.. haiyo..

so din do any hw tis morning..

den morning assembly..

alot of tokin and spot checking..

alot of ppl are kena caught for hair etc lo.. hahas..

aft tat went back to class..

changed of timetable..

den wah lau..

monday already got poa liao.. arghh..

so aft FT period..

den follow the new timetable liao lo..

so the next period is POA! ><

at first tot todae follow the old timetable first..

so tot aft tat is phy..

den last 2 period is PE!

den at first very energetic de lo.. hahas..

but when Mrs Sam came in..

i become slpy.. arghh..

haiyo..

so go thru poa ws lo..

lucky she todae oni go thru the MCQ ws..

cos all the other poa hw i din do at all! hahas.

den chem period..

Mr Cheong gave us ws to do..

and wah lau..

i cant do a single qns.. or sae i dun rem or dun understand at all.

first few qns is MCQ somemore..

so Sab explain it to mi lo..

arghh.. chem.. argh!!

i nid help!!! LOL..

recess time..

dun feel like eatin so sit down outside the canteen and chat wit SM...

den Math period..

haiyo..

Math i din do oso..

Mrs Goh went thru paper 2..

all i do was jus copy ans..

and tokin to Sab abt "smth".. hahas..

den ss.. tcher came in late..

continue to tok to sab.. LOL..

finally tcher came..

tok abt the next coming class test which is on this coming thurs..

aft tat actually wanto go thru chapter..

but many of us din bring txtbk..

so she went out to get SBQ ws for us..

den mi and sab keep continue to tok.. hahas..

came back.. got the ws..

but mi and donkey(sab) continue tokin..

and abit act like doin hw.. but tcher din see it.. hahas.

haiyo Sab.. LOL..

i told her abt smth..

and she told mi hers too..

and she taught mi smth too.. hahas..

2nd time.. tcher went out to get smth or do smth..

den jus nice aft Mrs Lim went out of the class..

Jian Hao called mi..

Wah Lau..

in class so many ppl he dun wan call..

den always call mi..

and his timing always very good de hor?! LOL.

answered his called during lesson duno how many time le..

but all lookin for the others de.. zzz...

so help him to convey his words to ChoonMeng..

ok.. Mrs Lim came back..

im so lookin forward for the bell to ring..

cos i very sian..

wana end sch fast..

hahas..

but the whole period i like keep tokin to Sab..

din do any qns yet.. heehee..

okay.. finally bell rang..

so went out of the classroom..

acc fiqah to the toilet..

den aft tat nth much to do so went home..

bring the D&T artifact and foilo here and there..

so heavy sia..

so finally reach home..

eat lunch and start usin com.. hahas.

aft tat nth else le..

things back to square one huh?

tryin to get used to it once again..

hope tis time will get even better.. (:

okay..
sab taught mi smth..tat she learnt in church.
tis is wat she told mi :

-to hav a long term & solid relationship-
**1st.. Commitment - both must commit tgt..
*2nd.. Spiritual - both must hav morals (good character)
*3rd.. Mental - ur mind must love the person whole wit good & bad side.
*4th.. Physical - LOL(she oni draw one smile face (: )

okay.. these are wat she told mi if i din rem wrongly:
always start frm at the top..
most impt is Commitment..
if u start frm physical or mental..
it wont last long or it wont be a good relationship..
den wat else.. hmmm..
aiyo i forget liao. if not den she said these oni lo..
srysry.. hahas..

den oso..
she sae the other party..
- can be confident but not over confident
-can be proud but not toooo proud
-can be sensitive but not over sensitive
-be humble
hmm.. i forget wat else again.. hahas..
hmm maybe tat all la.. LOL..

den for gals who are being woo or wat..
it better to test the guy 3 thing:
-Patient
-Motive
-Discipline
(lol.. u understand den understand..
dun understand den nvm..hahas.)

haiyo anything dun come find mi..
cos all this Sab told/teach mi de..
hahas.. (:

okay..
duno wat to write liao..
tada~!

2008-06-22T15:00:00.004+08:00

finally.

todae is the last dae of sch holiday le.

but den. there is still alot of hw waitin for mi.

aft finish tis post, i gona rush those hw like mad le..

haiz.

so ytd night slp damn late..

and b4 tat i duno why i suddenly feel lonely or jus feel like being alone.

so i told my mum tat i at night wanto stay/slp in my bro room.

and soon i hid into my bro room, closin up the door..

at first tot of since im alone in the room.

i could try to finish some hw first all tis.

but in the end i did afew qns oni.

den use com awhile in the late midnight.

wanted to see smth..

however. the internet are like jus foolin mi around.

internet are jus so slow tat it could not load the page..

tried so many times still cannot.

so no choice off it and continue to do my stuff..

aft tat went back to mum's room and slp.

the weather is cold and windy. cos it was raining outside.

i did smth ytd too..

i wonder am i doin smth correct anot.

i type out my thought, my thinking, my feeling in my hp.

these personal thought is for my own.

and no one ever know abt it.

i guess i hav a habit of writin my feelin out either in a piece of paper or type it out in my hp

when im feelin sad, happy or watever.

and those words no one wuld kn abt it..

unless i blog it out.

however accident happened..

i like my hp.. cos it can do alot of things.

but 1 things i dun like. it cannot be cancel while sendin msg.

so accidently my personal thought had leaked out.

aft sending, i felt so scare tat it suddenly made mi so awake.

and i was so nervous tat my heart keep poping fast..

and i accidently deleted the msg away too.. haizz..

it was a long msg. i typed for so long..

and now i couldn't reali rem all the words tat i had typed.

and now i wonder.

accidently sending tat msg out is good or bad?

as the person now kn wats my feelin is, kn wat im thinkin..

and maybe oso becos of the msg.. its had changed the mindset?

i duno.

im sorry.

u hav ur choices.. choose it urself wisely..

no one forced u. (but maybe u chosen the other ways is better. i duno.)

i duno mine.

tat is why im found lost in my way.

-it seem like i've lost my key.. i couldnt unlock myself-

-no one could understand mi well. so do i-

-i couldnt understand myself too-

-im jus a very complicated gal-

2008-06-21T14:40:00.000+08:00

hey ppl..

went to watch movie ytd wit charles chan, fiona, hui si, joanna, js, zg and nickson.

b4 tat i went to see doctor again..

and so now gotta eat medicine again. LOL.

so we get to watched "Get Smart".

it is a very funny show..

den got one part JS and ZG laugh damn loud. OMG.

think the whole cinema, the loudest laugher is belong to them liao..

hahas..

it was a very nice show la..

and 8 of us are sitting couple sit worr..

hahas.. thou there are 4 gals and 4 boys..

but we are sitting in pair wit the same gender!

so blablablah.

aft movie, Nickson wento find his cousin at pizza hut.

so he din join us already.

so the rest of us went to crescent park.. woot.

and we played blink mice within the compound range tat we made.

woot..

played tat game is a small range..

very fun yet tiring. hahas.

aft tat wento admiralty foodcourt.

mi, js, zg and charles are eatin dessert

while fiona, huisi and joanna are dinner their dinner..

aft tat den went home straight..

hahas..

the dae is quite fun yet tiring huh. hahas.

so nth much aft tat.. LOL..

so..

for todae..

wake up early in the morning again aft 8am plus.

went to ShenShen(aunt)'s hse..

cos todae is my ahma's death anniversary.

brought js's psp alone to play..

but until now 3pm plus le..

i still at my aunt hse.

and the psp are still in my cousin hand playin.. LOL..

guess he too addicted to the GTA game le.. hahas.

anyway i put in 7 games into JS's psp too.. heehee..

hope all the game i put in are nice..

but aiya forget to put soccer game in.. hahas..

so wat am i doin down here at my aunt hse lei?

since i got nth else i can do.. so started to blog lo..

haiyo.. im feelin so slpy now! LOL.

im waitin for my uncle to finish convert a show for mi so tat i can watch it inside my hp.

heehee..

felt so sorry to bother him..

cos initially the show in my phone is got sound but no pic.

but den aft converting..

i can watch.. but no sound.. =(

so now waitin again lo..

hahas..

i wanto go home now sia..

feelin so slpy..

somemore i haven finish my hw oso.. LOL..

hmm ok la..

i guess i'll stop here..

BYE!

2008-06-19T23:53:00.001+08:00

woot..

slp DAMN early ytd.. no is tis morning.

at 4.30am like tat..

and supposingly wanted to wake up at 8am

but maybe too tire so wake up at 8.45am..

prepare, eat, measure my artifact pieces..

blablablah.. den went to sch for D&T..

suppose to reach sch at 10am..

but came out at 10.10am..

so im late..

hahas..

anyway.. reached sch..

saw Mr Admin and Mr Azman tokin in the first storey workshop.

so i jus went up to the 2nd storey workshop..

saw the rest are already in the workshop doin their own thing quietly..

and no tcher in there too..

so i jus sat down and tryin to do my thing oso lo. heehee..

haiz. jus feel so bored in there sia..

and feelin lazy to do anything oso..

den all D&T tcher went for meetin.

so all of us jus do our own things.

at around 11 plus..

syafiqah hungry cos she din eat breakfast..

so i acc her and wento fork&spoon to eat..

den went to Mac to sit down and chat awhile cos the weather is very hot.

LOL.. aft tat went to JS's block cos i asked him to lend mi his psp to play while im havin D&T. =.=

LOL.. his hair look so funny..

cos he jus wake up thus it was messy.. LOL..

so aft tat went back sch..

den start playin psp le..

hahas..

den syafiqah feel tire so fall aslp.. LOL..

blablablah..

totally din do anything at all lo..

waste my time.. >.<

if din come for D&T den i think i will go some where to do my hw again liao lo..

LOL..

so aft D&T..

Syafiqah and mi went to crescent park.

and im goin to play bball again. hahas.

so fiqah acc mi to wait for the guys.

while she oso waitin for his friend to come admiralty.

den we went to play playground..

woot.

sec5 liao still play playground.. hahas.

and finally js and zg came..

so went to play bball liao..

woot.. so long din play liao.. shootin worst liao.. LOL.

so play play play..

den fiqah went of at abt 4pm..

so i continue to play lo..

play match all tis.. LOL..

but something happen b4 we are goin home..

Mel's hp lost!

since i last last saw his phone..

shud hav look aft it oso..

haiz. i jus feel sad for him la..

so blablablah...

den went home le.. LOL..

aft tat nth much..

tml goin for movie.. hahas..

tats all for todae..

woot..

and finally SOMEONE sae BAND SONG is boring liao

and tryin to appreciate singing song.. hahahs..

tada~!

2008-06-18T23:45:00.003+08:00

hey!

LOL. finally no more quiz waitin for mi.

phew!

and i can do my normal bloggin le!

anyway. nth much happen todae.

wake up in the afternoon

den actually wanto go play bball.

however it rain even b4 we meet..

so it was cancel..

and oso becos of the rain..

i cant go out to study so stayed at home.

haizz. i jus cant do my hw quickly..

cos i always do thing slowly.. =.=

so did one eng hw..

den fall aslp..

cos i doin my hw on the bed

so can slp jus like tat.. hahahas..

so blahblahblah..

nth much happen la.. LOL..

hmm.. left 4 more days to sch reopen le..

there is still alot of hw waitin for mi to finish it.

and there still hav D&T somemore

argh!!

jus let mi die can? heehee.. jkjk..

let mi get my Olvl cert first cos i pay for it liao lo..

dun waste the money.. hahahs.. jkjk.. =P

ok lah.. anyway tml goin back to sch for D&T le..

if end early den will go study! eh no, is do hw! >.<

hahas..

tada~!

anyway.

sometime i wonder.

am i havin Philophobia? LOL.

(if u wanto kn wat it means, go check it out urself..)

maybe sayin tat word are jus makin it sound serious.

but im fine la.. hahas..

but i jus scare of havin it.

maybe becos i jus scare of hurtin anyone.

haiyo i jus duno how la..

>.<

2008-06-18T02:43:00.000+08:00

2nd quiz! argh!

1:How long will you wait for someone to love?
-huh? dun understand the qns! wait for the someone to love wat? LOL. wait lo if he's worth waiting. LOL.

2:What do you hope for now ?
-NOW?! i hope i quickly finish tis quiz and wento slp now!

3: what is the last thing you do/say if tomorrow is the end of the world?
-i will do those things tat i always wanted to do or haven done yet. and spend the day wit my family, friends, wit everyone around mi to the fullest! :D

4: Do you hate your friend sometimes ?
-opps. sensitive qns. but sometime yes when they irritates mi. but aft sometime den ok liao.

5:What will you do if your best friend is kidnapped?
-my best friend lei. i will call the police for help first. den do anything to help my best friend. :D

6: Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after rains?
-i believe in seeing a rainbow aft rains. but it count ur luck! LOL.

7: Will you snatch back your love ?
-O.o depend. but sometime for wat sia. if he treated u badly or wat. zzz

8)What's your desired age of marrying ?
-between 20+ to 30. not too young and not too old. :D

9:Are you happy with your life?
-still ok lo.. depend on how my life goes on lo. hahas.

10:What if your crush asked you out?
-den i will kena crush! LOL.. nah lame again. =P maybe jus go out tgt lo.. hahas.. depend la.

11:What will you do if your crush know you had a crush on him/her
-wat else can i do? continue to hav crush on him lo. unless i dare to make the first step. LOL
hmm depend la.. LOL

12:What feeling do you hate most?
-being betrayed, being hatred in ppl eye, being mistaken or misunderstood, being nagged.

13: What will you do if you fall in love with a guy/girl ?
-O.o try to get close wit him. and maybe stead wit him? but i scare i'll break his heart. >.<

14:What are you looking forward in the coming weeks ?
-NO SCH la! duh! LOL

15: The most important thing in you life ?
-my heart. heehee. haiyo i duno? LOL. promising future!

16:Who do you hope to always be there for you?
-my family, my friend, my loves one!

17: Do you find life meaningless?
-sometime! >.<

18:Where do you think you can find your true love?
-in my heart! LOL. i duno la. see where i fated to meet him lo. O.o

19: Do you believe there's true love?
-yea for some. depend. LOL.

20: What will you change if you can change back time?
-i will wanto change alot of things! now not free to write it out! cos i wanto slp liao! LOL.

21:what's your greatest wish ?
-greatest wish for now!? score real well for my Olvl !! duh!

ok! finally can slp!
i wont name anyone.
jus do it if u wan.
BYE! (:

2008-06-18T01:40:00.001+08:00

instructions .
1. do this quiz
2. Remove 1 question from the quiz
3. Replace it with your own question
4. Tag 9 people to do this quiz
5. Post this quiz in your blog
Have fun ~!

o1 - who is the most important people’s in your life?
-my family, my friends, my loves one, my darling. ^^

o2 - what will you die without it?
-heart! duh? =X

o3 - what will you do if tomorrow is the end of the world?
-i will do those things tat i always wanted to do or haven done yet. and spend the day wit my family, friends, wit everyone around mi to the fullest! :D

o4 - do you believe in angel’s or fairy’s?
-duno. hahas.

o5 - what did you eat this morning?
- mix noodles! hahas.

o6 - what did you do, during 10am today?
-sleepin! duh. wake up so early for wat?! =x

o7 - who was the last person who lay down on your bed?
-O.o i got no own bed! i slpin wit my mum can? so my mum?? LOL.

o8 - will you choose to live in an island alone or to live with an island full of annoying people? why?
-i duno. live in an island alone and import nicer and better ppl in can? hahas.

o9 - what was the last text in your inbox? who was it from?
- "haha. ok." frm a ah pek surname Lin.

10 - what was the last movie you caught?
-Congkak.

11 - who was the last person you talked on the line?
-no i dun tok on the line. i tok on the phone. hahas. ok lame. last person tok on the line is Mummy!

12 - Do you believe in fairytales in real life?
-such qns again? O.o i duno.

13 - do you have a crush?
-i dun hav a Crush. and im not being Crush too! nah lame again. hahas. I Duno!

14 - what’s your favorite cartoon?
-i dun watch cartoon already! Anime can? hahas.

15 - What was the oldest message you received in your inbox? what are you doing now?
-Message lo! O.o LOL. And Im doin tis quiz now obviously. duh!

16 - who is your bff?
-Best friend forever? my best friend lo. they kn who they are hor! DARLINGS! and my CLOSE FRIEND!

17 - Do you have any nickname? What are they?
-wah damn ALOT! Porky, Mochi, Turkey, CY(better call correctly if not will become a vaugal word =.=), Da Choon, Xiao Choon, Choon, Bear, Xiong, Yue Liang, Mooncake. =.=''!!! haiyo many more lei.. suddenly cant think of it now! >.<

18 - are you currently happy?
-still okay lor. depend on how my life goes on lo.. >.<

19 - what are you proud of ?
-duno! cant think of it now. >.<

20 - define the meaning of friends
-friends are friends who treat friends as friend. real friend wont let u alone when u are in problem or anything! they are everything and indescriptable.

21 - differentiate what is love and what is like
-Love is LOVE lo. and Like is LIKE lo! hahas. LOVE is a deeper feelin of like! (:

22 - are you bored now?
-ya! damn bored! cos i hav to do tis quiz! and nth else i can do other den listenin to music. and get scoldin/naggin by my sis for usin com tis late. late duh!?!

23 - do you prefer strawberry ice-cream or a hot coffee
-of cos Strawberry Ice-Cream! cannot drink too much coffee.. hahas.

24 - black or white?
-duh?! wat qns is tis askin?! dots! LOL! BOTH can?! hahas.

25 - do you believe that dreams do come true?
-hmm ya maybe? work hard towards ur dream den it will come true. hahas.

26 - what was the meanest thing you had done ?
-erm. duno? anyway cant think of any now oso. LOL.

27 - are you in love?
-O.o Yes Yes Yes! im In Love wit MUSIC! hahahahas. haiyo. i duno la.. LOL.

28 - what annoys you most?
-being nagged! being controlled! being forced! doin things tat i hate!

29 - who annoys you most?
-sis, Chuan Soon, annoying ppl!

30 - Have you ever done crimes?
-crime? stole other ppl heart can? hahas. NAH! no police record yet.. heehee.

31 - what’s the color of your room?
-white. =.=

32 - would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
-Nah! i not tat stupid. kill liao and get the billion dollar liao den so wat? in the end went to jail. money kena confiscate, cant use oso. den got police record too. LOL. jus make the person suffered like hell lo. better den jus let the person die so easily rite. haha. =x

33 - who was the last person who lay on your bed?
-repeated qns? changed to wat was the last thing can? dust and air! nono! my Pillow and Bolster! its always on my bed! hahas..

34 - do you have a life?
-duh. no life die liao lo.. hahas. anyway im a no life person! >.<

35 - who was the last person you dreamt?
-Human? Monster? duh? how i rem sia. LOL. let mi dream again den i tell u.. hahahas.

36 - do you walk with your eye close or open?
-open close open close open close open close open close. cos nid to blink ma. duh?! :D

37 - have you ever learnt any musical instrument ?
-yea of cos! and im proud to sae it! I learnt SAXOPHONE! rox manz! and smth bored tat is recorder. =.= now learning flute and percussion half way too.. heehee.. ^^

38 - does the person you like knows that you like him/her
-do i like anyone? yes yes! i like my Darlings and they know it! i like my friends too!

39 - do you speak other language other than English?
-yea. Mandarin. abit of Japanese, Malay and Dialect!

40 - do you play games often?
-wat game? i play instrument, i play sport, i play wit my toys O.o, i play wit my phone. i will play game if i have it la.. LOL.

41 - if you have to choose between friends and love which will you choose?
-i will choose friend more den love ba. cos my loves one must understand mi! cos most of the time sure be wit them one ma! so i cant ignore my friends if i found my loves one!

42 - what are you doing right now
-O.o doin tis quiz duh!? tryin to finish it quickly cos i do until very sian. aft tis still got one more quiz waitin for mi to do! argh!

43 - which primary school are you from?
-Marsiling Primary

44 - who do you admire the most?
-Human! duh! haiyo cant think of it now! ><

45 - which month are you born?
-April !

46 - where are you now ?
-At Home! duh!

47 - At which age you wish to get marry?
-hmm between 20+ to 30. not too young and not too old.

48 - when was your last time you sat an airplane?
-Never! no last time! cos i din take airplane b4!

49 - who are you missing now?
-no one! and no one is missing! LOL. ok lame again!

50 - Do you believe in love at firsrt sight ?
-maybe. depend. (:

ok now the 9 SUAY PEEPO !
Adrienne
Bozong
Fiona
Zhong Guang
haiyo i duno who else liao. jus do it if u wan!

ARGH!! being forced to do by SiLing!
SiLing u better watch out! ask mi to do such a long quiz. LOL.

2008-06-17T14:00:00.000+08:00

harlow ppl!

do the quiz waste alot of my time manz..

mostly of my ans is long! hahas..

now finally i done wit my quiz..

so now im goin to study le!

no.. is doin HW!!!

arghh...

next mon startin of sch again..

sian sian sian..

anyway goin off now!

BYE!

2008-06-17T13:50:00.000+08:00

*Being Tagged by my Dear Adrienne*

Rules of the game:

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) Tag people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

Ok, Lets start:

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
-betrayed as in? maybe i will give him a tight slap and hate him to the core? and ignore him for the rest of my life? or maybe i'll betrayed him back den break. hahas.
haiyo duno la. when if the time really come den will have to see my mood and ownself liao. =x

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
-Oni can have 1 dream? den i would wan all my other dreams to come true too. hahas.
and maybe that would be becomin a Professional Musician/Conductor, the person i loved to be with me for the rest of my life, always get good results/grades, stayin happy always without worries or anything.. omg.. there would be alot of it! =P

#3. What will your dream wedding be like?
-dream wedding... i'd wan it to be very beautiful in a very romantic places. maybe another country (but becos of families so cant =P) and there wont hav anyone tat will dislike my other half or complain abt anything etc, makin my wedding a disappointment one. heehee

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
-hmm maybe sometime.. and no one will kn wat will happen tml.. or even in the future!

#5. What’s your ideal lover like?
-my ideal lover? he must like music (maybe is a musician better :D), caring, dote on mi, understanding, will give mi my own freedom, cannot keep controlling mi, and most impt is Cannot be a MCP!

#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
-hmm. Being loved by someone. Who doesn't like the feeling of being loved by someone? It makes you happy knowing that there's someone in this world who would care for you like your parents do. but sometime it still depend.

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
-depend on how much he's worth. maybe i will wait until i found another person tat i love too. cos u cant waited for tat person for life when he dun like u at all rite? We have to move on in life sometimes.

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
-den wat else can i do? of cos will feel alittle sad. but i will still felt happy for them. (:

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
-hmm think so. school work can? hahas.

#10.Who makes your day?
-sometime my mum, my friend, and those ppl around mi. and not forget my Darlings! ^^

#11. Is being tagged fun?
-hmm depend. O.o

#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
-in ten years time i'll be 27! at tat time maybe will become a career woman. and still beinging a musician! i'll still be the simple and cheerful gal lah. and maybe will be gettin married. opps. hahas.

#13. Who are currently the most important people to you?
-my family, my friends, best(close) friend and my Darlings of cos! ^^

#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
-a very clever and smart gal. a cheerful and pretty gal too. there's alway good friends around her. (:

#15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
-married and rich can? hahas. :D but thou married can hav many problem aft tat too..
but it will be the BEST if u hav a perfect married and perfect husband who will go thru all the hardship tgt wit u even when there is any problem or when u are poor! (:

#16. What is the first thing you do every morning?
-get out of the bed. duh? but most of the time i will still be slpin! cos i mostly wake up in the afternoon. so morning oni did slpin!. Hahahahahs.. :D

#17. Would you give all in a relationship?
-hmm depend. i'll prefer to hav more freedom or equal. =P

#18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
-i will pick the one tat i love more. but of cos the person love mi back oso la.. =P

#19. What type of friends do you like?
-friends who treat friends like friend. caring, helpful, responsible.

#20. What type of person do you dislike?
-backstabber, make up stories, always like to control ppl, ask/force others to do things tat they dun like, irresponsible, betrayer.

And its your turn:

Xiao Mei
Jian Shen
SiLing
Nickson
Fiona
BoZong
& Anyone who hav viewed tis! (:

opps sry if u think my ans are long and stupid.. heehee.. =P
but woot. sry u are being TAG too!! so u oso better do it! hahas..

2008-06-13T23:22:00.003+08:00

Name 20 people. At the end of the survey,choose 5 people to do the survey.Don't read the questions BUT name the 20 people first

1) SherMin
2) Ellie
3) Syafiqah
4) Jian Shen
5) Zhong Guang
6) Nickson
7) Jia An
8) Jovyn
9) Melvyn (Band)
10) Charles Chan
11) Fiona
12) Di En
13) Si Ling
14) Mr Samuel
15) Adrienne
16) He Xing
17) Suan Ting (Xiao Mei)
18) Xiang Ying
19) Chun Tat
20)Wei Jian

How do you meet number 18?
- MapleStory Game.

What will you do if you have not met number 17?
-Feel sad and go look for her. my Cousin sia. =P

What if number 9 and number 20 dated each other?
-O.o? unless they are gay?

Will number 5 and number 10 date each other?
-LOL. unless they are gay oso.

Describe number 1.
-A laughing maching. can non stop laughing. hardworking.

Do you think number 8 is attractive?
-oh yea? is a joker wit funny character. LOL.

Describe number 7.
-A big joker. hmm always do funny and lame things. crazy.

Do you know any family members of number 12?
-No.

What language does number 15 speak?
-English. Mandrian.

Who is number 9 hanging out with?
-LOL. Human!

How old is number 16?
-17 this year.

When was the last time you spoke to number 13?
-Today!

Who is number 2 favourite singer/band?
-erm. im not sure. >.<

Have you ever dated number 4?
-No!

Would you ever date with number 19?
-If he dun mind? hahahas. jk nia. nah.

Is number 3 single?
-hmm. duno? O.o

What is number 10's last name?
-Duh? is there already. Chan! LOL.

Would you ever be in a relationship with number 11?
-hmm senior and junior relationship? hahas.

What is the school of number 13?
-ADSS

Where does number 6 stay?
-I duno. Marsiling? O.o

What is your favourite thing about number 5?
-erm erm erm.. caring? =P

Have you ever seen number 14 naked?
-NO!

Now choose 5 people to do this survey.
-Siling
-Nickson
-Zhong Guang
-Katherine
-Charles Chan

force to do tis quiz by JS. =.=
and im first time doin such quiz. zzz

2008-06-13T22:00:00.000+08:00

Yeah! finally back frm Band Camp..

and im so damn tire now!

okay.. gona blog for ytd and todae..

lol...

so bascially meet up wit ZG, JS, JiaAn & Mel ytd morning..

den wento sch tgt...

blablabla...

initially my mood is still okay..

until the ldr were groupin the members...

dun wan to sae much..

jus kinda feel being _____ there..

blablablah..

so starting wit games...

den Band Practice..

had sectional..

is sian de lo.. heehee...

den lunch.. eatin alone.. so sad.. =x

aft tat talent night discussion..

did nth.. walked ard and stayed in CD shelter..

den my SENIOR came! Lester and Dayana..

so long din see le.. Miss them so much...

May, Benny, Mei Ting, Elaine, shikin and Zul came too..

miss them alot too..

and oso Haiqal too! ^^

so Dayana, Lester, Benny and Elaine joined in wit us for the 2nd Band pract..

woot.. Lester bought his sch's saxophone..

and is it SELMER brand..

so jealous... heehee..

den blablablah

dinner.. eatin wit zg, js they all..

mood back again. and im alright already.

den finally talent night..!

kinda bored.. omg..

den treasure hunt game..

i did nth again..

den water bomb..

at tat time it was too late..

so all the seniors din stayed and play wit us..

Benjamin and Sheng Rong stayed and kena splashed. LOL.

i jus kena half of my hair wet.. duh? O.o

aft tat shower...

den blablablah..

den at night JS, Nickson, Fiona&gang & mi went night walk.

omg.. den kena caught.. zzz

so went back hall..

sneak out again.. walk ard sch den kena caught again..

haiyo.. duno how many time nia.. hahas..

can be quite scary.. but lucky is wit one big grp..

so still not sooo tat scare.. hahas..

so finally decided not go out again...

so everyone went to slp..

i slp at 3am plus to 4am like tat..

and i did my hw lo.. LOL..

and finally i slp! >.<

so next day..

wake up at 6.15am..

tgt wit Fiona&gang to wash up ourselves..

pack our bag and move to the guys room..

den fall in..

did flag raising and did exercise..

den RUN round the parade square 3 rounds too.. ahhh~!

den played captain ball too..

and i run again..

early in the morning den perspire like hell liao..

wat de...

so had breakfast..

aft tat stay in the canteen..

waitin for the Amazing race thing...

leaders tgt wit other cca de nid to get to the destination 1st wit public transport..

so mi and js followed zg.

at tat time im already like wobbling liao lo.

no much strenght to walk..

den all the sec4 who stayed for the camp oso were being grp to play the game..

exclude mi.. cos i think is becos im the oni sec5 there.. =.=

but lucky i not playin la..

so tiring..

so i acc JiaAn to be the station master..

while js acc zg.. as he din join in the game.

sit down there did nth much oso tire.. hahas..

jus feel damn tire la..

den blablablah..

finally times up..

wento meet up wit the rest..

den saw sir! woot...

den he told mi one good news.. (:

thou is a good news.

but maybe is a sad news for mi. ):

hahas.. is a secret.. =P

it is smth abt saxophone de la..

but it still not sure is true anot.. =X

hopefully is real la.. ^^

so went for lunch..

den back sch..

haizz.. jus went back to sch den like kena lecture by tcher..

becos of our behaviour, attitude all tis..

haiyo...

den tcher tok to the sec4 and 5 ..

and why am i the xtra one again?!

cos im the oni sec5 there!

finally lecture finish den full band..

js conducting.. but Jia An is doin smth real lame and funny

so many ppl are laughin.. especially my section de

den js tot we are laughin at him.. LOLx..

so band band band..

den home sweet home!

FINALLY!!!! =p

jus a damn tiring day la..

haiyo..

im weaker and weaker in music..

cant play well again..

feel so sad..

not oni in playin lah..

im weak in abt music oso.. O.o

2008-06-10T23:48:00.000+08:00

went out ytd wit pri sch friend...

b4 tat Shermin wanna ask mi out to study..

and js wanna ask mi out for bball..

but pri sch friend ask first liao.. LOL..

so meet up wit Adrienne at 3 at CWP..

no where to go..

so walk around..

den wento eat Burger King..

den 4pm+.. disturb HeXing.. ask him to come..

initinally agree to let him go home at 6pm..

but we drag until 7.30pm like tat den go home..

hahas...

aft Eatin den went to library..

tryin to do some work..

but den most of time is tokin..

and mostly tok abt BAND! hahas..

cos 3 of us are in band..

so aft tat wento buy bubble Tea..

walk around CWP

den Home Sweet Home.. hahas..

followed the same route wit HX..

cos he sae his hse near 888...

near 888 so near my hse ma.. so follow lo..

but den.. his hse Reach liao..

den i still nid to walk to 888 myself...

is far de lo.. 2 bus stop is called near?!

LOL.. so jus walk home lo..

den todae!

wake up in the morning..

finally can go band le..

tot finally can play my Sax le..

but startin of band..

leaders givin out one feedback form for all member..

wan them to ans those qns..

i did ans too.. heeheex..

no offend hor.. =P

so aft tat sir tok to the whole band..

den aft tat went up AVA room to watch video..

is abt Japan band..

cos sir wan us to listen and see how they played it..

it was nice..

and could see tat they put in alot of feelin in it when playin too..

b4 tat waste quite alot of time..

cos sir's DVD player cant play..

duno is get wrong wire or wat..

so asked the IT ppl to help..

in the end tcher borrow the DVD player frm sch de..

and finally we can start watchin liao.

hahas...

so blablablah..

den went out for lunch..

went out at 12.50pm..

so everyone hav to come back at 1.50pm..

so haizz.. i cannot play instrument again..

cos i goin off at 2pm for doctor appointment.. >.<

so eat liao den come back sch lo..

actually i oso duno i come back for wat.. LOL..

come back liao.. the rest fall in.. den i went off..

reach Marsiling..

den go in.. waited for my turn being called...

finally my turn..

den the Chen Doctor check my finger..

cos it still the same.. stil swollen..

aft tat help mi to rub..

den he use one duno wat.. like pen de..

rub on my injuried part oso..

OMG.. aft tat.. he use the like pen thing..

it is a electric 'pen' lo..

last time use needle to poke my finger to let out the blood..

den todae use the electric pen to Dian my finger..

endure the pain again.. hahas..

so bandage again..

but tis time use oni duno thing to tape my finger alone.

lucky not 2 finger tgt again.. hahas..

still flexible to move.. haha..

but still nid to Eat medicine.. >_<

// Anyway JS! my finger ugly not so impt now..

more impt is my internal injury!

hard to cure?? >.< LOL .. //

so aft tat walk to cwp..

go library.. tryin to do my hw..

but too tire.. so went home..

reach home..

den slp!! hahas..

nth much aft tat..

tat all for todae!

BYE!

Thurs Band Camp le!!

I Definitely Goin.

Cos i wanto play my Saxophone!! (if got xtra)

>.<

cos.. my seniors is comin back to play oso..

heehee.. ^^

// oh ya.. anyway..

u 2 are my friend..

i din bias!

do i? i duno..

i din realise it..

sorry.. >.< //

2008-06-08T19:11:00.015+08:00

woot..

woke up late todae..

cos i slp late ytd...

hahas..

was watchin some old tv show ma..

thou it was old but is nice ma.. LOL..

So..

todae woke up le den eat my lunch lo..

den eat my medicine..

omg.. i todae cant swollen it.. >.<

duno why.. LOL...

so aft eatin..

watch tv le lo..

nth much can do..

haven start doin my hw yet oso..

so wat i did?

watch tv den slp again.. LOL..

b4 tat.. i took out my bandage le..

cos its been 2 days already...

however.. my finger still swollen..

its still look ugly.. zzz

so gona make appointment wit the doctor again.

but duno when.. cos he very busy one..

and i wonder there is hope for my finger anot..

haizz..

there is band again on comin tue..

if my finger is being bandage again b4 tat..

i cant play my saxophone again..

so sad.. =l

den thur and fri is band camp le..

i wanto stay and play tgt wit the rest.

but tis time..

i gona hav to see first whether wanna stay anot liao..

>.<

anyway..

i duno why..

ytd i feel _ _ _ _ _ _ once again..

haizz...

nth else i could sae...

tat all for todae..

BYE!

u dun nid to show anything.

maybe it will be better for u if u let it go.

i'm sry but to sae tis.

2008-06-07T21:00:00.002+08:00

went to see doctor ytd for my middle finger..

the doctor sae tat my finger ligament is being tear

tat why it swollen all this..

woot.. and sae tis kind of thing shud go see doctor earlier..

but i drag until aft 1month den go see..

duno got hope anot...

so the doctor help mi by firstly rub my finger...

den he use small needle to poke my injured part

as to let the dirty blood to come out..

ouch!.. is painful de lo...

den aft tat bandage my middle finger tgt wit my ring finger..

diao..

den todae got band sia..

i jus like got 4 finger oni..

how to play my saxophone??

at first tot.. ok nvm.. i maybe still can play percussion..

however..

i overslept todae..

actually wanted to wake up at 7 like tat..

but overslept so wake up at 10am..

thinkin of goin for band thou it seem quite late..

but think again..

the weather is abt goin to rain..

it seem quite late already...

and somemore my finger is being bandage..

cant even hold my fist..

so how am i goin to play percussion oso?

so in the end decided to stay at home..

nth else i can do and it actually rain..

so eat my breakfast..

den eat my MEDICINE..

and start doin my hw..

beside mi got one whiteboard..

so i wrote things on it..

i wrote quite many thing la..

den got one i wrote " I'm injured"

LOL..

i did my hw until i fall aslp ma..

aft tat sis went out le..

and i wake up lor..

aft tat i saw my sis add tis below..

"I'm Fat"

"I'm Smart"

and draw one smiley face..

i see le it make mi smile..

so at abt 5.30pm..

js msg and ask can play bb anot..

so jus play lo..

so i waited for them to come

while i finish watchin my D.Gray Man first..

aft tat prepared..

den they came..

so went down to play bb le..

my hand is bandage so i cant well..

so mostly i jus sitted there and watch them playin..

blahblahblah..

so now come back den blog le lo..

haizz. i haven eat my dinner..

i dun wanto eat oso cannot..

cos i had to eat my dinner first so i can eat my medicine..

i very guai de can? lol..

i now like a useless person sia..

cant do things much..

dun dare to cook..

cos dun dare to wash..

cos wait later my bandage kena wet..

blahblahblah..

cant hold pen correctly..

cant write properly..

LOL...

okay la..

goin out to buy dinner le..

BYE!

2008-06-06T13:28:00.000+08:00

HarLow ppl..

finally dun nid to go back sch for D&T le..

but now have to start rushin for my hw le..

haizz..

had went back to sch for the past 2 dae for D&T..

as to do my Artifact...

omg.. tis year our Artifact finishin faster den last year..

i like hammerin nail, drilling hole all tis kind of stuff..

but.. i hate filing, Sanding all tis..

i jus duno why.. hahas..

however... my folio... it still far for mi to finish it..

arghh!!!

anyway.. ytd there is band oso..

but i cannot fully went for the band and play wit them too..

cos i got my D&T coursework..

so when im free or bored..

i'll went to See wat they are doin already..

firstly.. they are havin Sectional..

cos the CD shelter air-con had break down?

while the rest are havin sectional..

there is one group doin some wat recycle thing competition..

and they are goin to make music wit it..

thou ytd i see le feel abit boring..

but it jus the beginning..

i think it would be very interestin on the actual day.. hahas..

so at 12noon the band member went for lunch..

our D&T under Mr Teo and Mr Amin oso hav to went for lunch

so Syafiqah wento eat wit Farah they all

while i went wit js the group of guys.. LOL...

went to eat Mac...

thou i din buy meal to eat..

and i jus ate Nickson's fries.. i oso feel full.. lol..

so went back sch at 1pm..

and i went back for my D&T le..

omg.. i was so damn bored at that time..

got nth to do..

cos im waitin for my another part of artifact..

so stay in the workshop..

try to do my phy hw..

but cant do..

take out liao den at there day dream.. hahas..

when fiqah went down to look for Mr Amin..

i tried to do my phy..

and i fall aslp..

cos i jus too tire manz.. hahas

so finally my turn to find Mr Amin..

he cut the acrylic piece for mi..

den went back workshop to start workin on my arcylic piece..

hahas..

awhile later.. Mr Amin ask us to go le..

den Syafiqah and mi run off first.. hahas...

went down..

den saw sir scoldin Benedict and Chuan Shun..

haiz... these 2 are problematic ppl...

but the most irritating boy is Chuan Shun..

provoked alot of ppl..

so blahblahblah..

den sir tok to us, Fiqah, Rahmat and mi..

and omg.. kn one secret...

it was so shockin to kn it.. =x

blahblahblah...

anyway... hope someone come to help in band..

he is jus so cute and humour.. hahas..

so went home...

nth else..

todae... woke up by a call frm sis...

blablablah..

later goin to her sch to pass her something..

den aft tat wanto go see doctor abt my finger le..

1 month plus le.. stil swollen...

it look so ugly.. and it still pain too..

so realli decided to go see doctor le..

somemore eldest sis had help mi make a appointment at 4.30 le..

LOL.. nid to spend money again..

hahas. ok le..

i now reali cannot use com too much le...

if not sis wanna nag and scold again..

or worst.. wait she take out the modem all tis..

den i realli cannot use le.. arghh

BYE!

2008-06-03T14:50:00.000+08:00

wento CWP ytd in the evening..

meet up wit Gim and SM for Dinner..

Gim's Treat! lol...

wento Pizza Hut to eat...

we din order Pizza so we jus eat individually..

i had mine forget duno called wat Baked Rice..

it was quite nice...

nicer den the Baked Rice tat i ate b4 in Swensen..

aft tat wento time zone.. play the basketball thing..

den wento foodcourt to eat dessert..

den went home le..

i bought a Poa note book..

hope i can start studyin.. and the book can help mi.

so todae...

went to CWP again..

meet up wit Syafiqah, Mel, ZG and JS...

we are goin to watch movie!

initially wanted to watch Chocolate..

but Mel wanto come watch movie wit us..

but he dun wanto watch Chocolate cos it is NC16

he scare get caught again..

so in the end we watch Congkak..

it is a malay horror movie..

thou it is in malay..

it still quite nice la..

tis is my first time watchin Malay movie.. haha..

Thou the movie is nice..

but i still wanto watch CHOCOLATE!!!

ARGHH!!

so after movie..

saw Haiqal outside the Toilet..

opps.. so long nv see him le..

I miss him.. hahas..

so aft tat wento eat at LJS...

woot.. eat until very full man..

so called mum not to cook my dinner.

den walked home frm CWP..

went home to get bball..

and den start playin bball le...

woot..

played until 7+ den went home le..

very tire..

but b4 tat i saw CHEN JIE...

wow.. his hair is long and dyed wor..

so long nv see him oso..

Miss Him too.. hahas..

so went home.. and start usin com le..

so tml..

gonna start studyin le..

so maybe wont be online too often?

i duno.. haha..

but too bad i dun hav a own room to do my study.. haizz..

so hope i got my own room.. =P

anyway.. haizz...

my finger injury till now is like 1month plus le lo..

and it still swollen..

look at it and i feel so sad..

i hate my finger now..

it so ugly..

the others sae ok ok..

but it still looks ugly..

especially on a gal's hand..

haizz..

den my knee injury still not fully recover yet..

but tat one is still a small case..

but my finger.. arghh!!

one more thing..

sry if i hav misunderstood u..

but is oso becos of the way u all sae

make mi think tat way de ma..

>_<

2008-05-31T12:28:00.000+08:00

oh yea im back ppl..

today finally is the last day of intensive class...

and gona hav 3 weeks of holiday!! YES!

but still.. hav to study on our own la..

O lvl seh.. so scary...

had O lvl MT on 26th May..

OMG.. the paper1 is more difficult den last year...

den paper2 i leave 2 qns blank!!

Arghh.. and paper 2 my 9 marks jus gone like tat..

sobsob..

wonder wat will i get for my MT tis year..

i'll jus hav to do well for my Oral and Listening..

and oso 26th May is JS birthdae.. LOL..

on wed.. aft intensive class..

Mrs Francis bought Pizza for our class...

it's a treat frm her..

and i ate 2.. heehee..

ok.. den todae... nth much happen..

had band frm 9 to 5..

but i got my lesson..

so went to band aft lesson at 1pm..

tot can watch the Japan's band video thingy...

but it is a DVD disc.. so the AVA cant play DVD...

so time wasted at AVA...

aft tat went back CD shelther for full band..

and i wento play percussion..

OMG... my off-beat reali tat bad??

NO!!! at least my off-beat is MUCH BETTER den JS!!!

HahAHa.. (no offend)

played March Blue Sky...

and i play snare drum...

haiyo.. im not a percussionist.. so i duno how to roll!!

but i wanto learn!!

i want to get better on my off-beat...

i wanto get better on my rythem and running notes...

i wanto train my tongue so i can tongue faster..

i wanto train my breath so i can hold longer...

i wanto train my fingering so i can run the notes faster..

hmmm wat else??

i wanto learn Flute, Trumpet, Percussion, F.Horn, Piano!!!!!

bascially i wanto learn all kinds of instruments..

HahA...

cos i wanto be a GREAT, PROFESSIONAL MUSICIAN... heehee..

DREAM BIG huh?~ LOLs..

but become a musician can earn much? =x

but if i reali interested in music.. and i dun give up easily...

i reali would continue to pursue my dream! haha..

ok... but sadly hav to go for DNT...

so did my artifact..

i like drilling and hammering...

but some of the thing i dun like it..

and i dun like doin folio..

haiyo..

now have to rush folio le.. >_<

so went home wit Syafiqah and Shermin at 6 like tat..

reached home den started usin com le..

so bored.. nth to do..

so.. basically..

i feel so stupid to sae abt others when NO ONE provoke u or anything..

and u CAN sae bad abt anything!

OMG...

maybe it too wasted if u din go Mediacorp to become a EDITOR or ACTOR man..

wit full of story, imagination and action..

LOL..

i felt so PITY for u...

actin skill is so good...

and ur words too...

as u can tok abt ANYTHING...

oh pls..

stop acting innocent and tot u are muture enf..

there is a tok todae durin motivational tok..

and is tok abt attitude..

ATTITUDE is EVERYTHING...

so.. wat attitude are u havin?

ur thinkin and mindset are jus so immuture...

none of us hav provoke u. yea?

or is it jus becos we or mi hav offended ur frenz?

oh my.. wat are u thinkin?

u are such a no life ppl..

ur frenz did played too...

hmm.. are u being jealous of us???

cos u got no frenz?!?!?! hahahs..

oso.. u askin the others to reflect on themselves..

den wat abt you?

do u think u are so perfect?

look at urself first b4 sayin bad on others...

who u think u are??

if we hav offended u in anyway...

jus come face to face..

and oh yea..

i've seen and i kn the true color..

so pls stop actin innocent infront of others..

i felt so pity for them too..

and dun always think u are the best..

and can be so proud..

so pls...

grow up yea?

2008-05-12T07:20:00.000+08:00

HarLow...

09/05/08, fri..
Im Late for sch again.. haizz..
so quicky wento sch..
and went for the morning..
aiya.. forget to wear my ankle guard...
during the run.. i hurt my right ankle once again
so walk cripple and start running aft tat...
So aft tat.. cos i was late..
went to run 2 round the field..
and den sing national antheme and take pledge..
den went back to class..
kena sae my Mrs Lim... haizz..
got back ss paper.. (Failed)
the rest of the period did nth much..
jus continue to go thru ans...
den last period, phy, got back Chem and Phy paper..
and i failed both paper terrible.. haizz..
aft sch went for MT...
go thru exam paper again..
and we 5N student were release earlier..
abt half an hr earlier..
cos the compre part, tcher hav gone thru wit us le..
but not wit the 4E...

so aft MT acc Shermin to eat...
den aft tat i wento crescent to play bb again le..
and again... i fall on my right ankle again..
tis one is reali terrible pain den in the morning..
so sit down there and rest...
as times goes by..
one by one went home..
so i acc Charles to wait for JunJie they all to come out..
but in the end.. abt 5.40 like tat.. i gtg off le..
so cant acc him to wait le...

so i quickly rush home...
shower.. and went out again le..
todae my sis is bringin us and Mum
to go out eat for Mothers' Day..
thou Mothers' Day is on Sun..
den Mum asked Ju Fen aunty out too..
and we wento eat hakka food..
it will be my mum and JuFen aunty fav. food ya.. ^^
den aft eatin.. wento east coast beach
sit down there chit chattin..
the weather there is so nice..
so breezy too..
took some of the photo wit my 2nd sis too..
aft tat wento eat dessert...
and went home le..
eat alot todae...
and by the time went reach home..
it was late already.. abt 11plus..
(:

~
10/05/08, Sat

Band resume todae

so once again..

wake up early in the morning..

prepared.. and wento sch le...

first startin wit drills...

band member were splited into 3 grp and

Syazwan, ZG and Jia An were takin charge of it...

nth much to sae..

aft tat full band..

was playin a new song..

a sight readin for everyone..

"Of Pride And Celebration"

is quite a easy song..

some of the part is like so similar wit Adventura..

cos it is frm the same composer too..

did nth much oso..

used back my sax in sch one...

feel so breathless when playing..

and my right middle finger doesnt hav much strenght when playin..

and its hurt too..

haizz..

aft band... we din tok again..

and i feel so friendless in band again...

wit the rest.. waited for him as he was tokin to sir...

i jus felt so xtra there...

maybe i shud hav walk off jus like tat...

but.. haizz...

den js, zg, mel & jov wento eat aft band...

thou we walk the same route...

we totally din tok at all

maybe im reali jus a xtra person there...

so walked alone...

den went home straight aft tat...

i feel so terrible bored...

as aft band, i will usually stay outside wit them...

either playin basketball.. or go for lunch..

haizz...

wondering wat they are doin..

nth to do..

so i jus either use com or slp...

and once again..

many things are running thru my mind again..

haizz.. there nth i can do!!!

so use com.. slp.. den use com again..

evening sis went jogging...

and so i wento play basketball myself..

aft tat sis came to join mi aft her joggin...

but she played awhile oni... and went home le..

and i continue playin alone lo..

aft tat watch others playin match..

den i aft tat i play wit 3 sec2 wrs guys..

2 VS 2....

aft the 1st match den they gone to buy drink or duno wat le.

so i continue playin alone lo..

den my 3rd injury came...

fall down on the grass when i tryin to take back my ball..

and scratched my left knee...

lucky is jus a small scratches...

will my 4th injury on my left hand?? duno...

havin injuries continueously..

soon aft.. the 3 wrs guy came back..

den they play match among themselve..

1 VS 1..

so i sit down there and watched them playin match..

den at around 8plus..

i asked them whether can play one more match wit them..

and they agreed..

b4 tat 2 other guys came..

and they wanted to join in to..

so we 3 vs 3....

one of the guys is funny la..

keep jokking around..

sae the 3wrs guys is KangKang, NoNo..

and last time i duno is who liao..

den sae himself is Jacky Wu..

blahblahblah all tis...

and oso asked abt my age..

and they dun believe tat im sec5...

thankyou thankyou.. hahas..

so aft the match is quite late le..

and the 3 wrs went home le..

actually i wanted to go home too..

but the 2 guy wanted to play awhile more and they dun hav ball

so i lent them...

and we play 2 against 1...

while playin.. the "Jacky Wu" asked mi why im playin alone..

and not wit friends or wat..

haizz.. den i jus sae jus play alone lo..

and oso asked.. im sch team one huh...

den i show him my shirt and sae im frm band de la..

cos im wearin band t at tat time..

and i think he tot i lie again.. LOL..

den play play play...

i shoot 3 pointed 3 time straight...

and score the first 2 goal...

and the "Jacky Wu" Tio Burn.. LOL..

(izit sae like tat? i duno.. LOL)

so play until 9.30pm and went home le..

so reached home..

showered.. den started to use com again..

and eat my dinner...

haizz.. nth to do again...

~
11/05/08, Sun
bored.. bored.. bored...

stayed at home the whole dae...

so use com again..

got the courage to tok to him...

asked him whether he still treat mi as frenz anot..

but in the end it seem like is gettin worst..

and he doesnt wan mi to treat him as frenz le..

he jus wan mi to treat him as stranger, bastard or watever..

do u think im able to do such thing? i duno..

and all the words he sae...

make mi feel Disappointed and sad..

izit u would rather to lose a frenz..

than wantin mi not to treat u as friend?

jus feel so sad to lose a friend...

but i think maybe better not to mix wit them??

cos im the XTRA PERSON in there...

im speechless...

i got nth tat i can sae already..

got no one havin the same interest wit mi le..

haizz..

feel so lifeless...

i last time like tat.. now oso like tat..

maybe im fated to be a loner....

no one could understand mi well...

no one could understand how i feel..

life so sux man...

tis is how my life is since last time.. haizz...

there is nth i could sae anymore..

BYE! =/

2008-05-09T13:57:00.000+08:00

Hey Ppl..

todae resume normal lesson le..

school as usual..

and i almost late todae.. OMG..

so quicky wento sch...

duno why im so sleepy todae sia..

and oso.. todae takin back exam paper..

slp almost all the period sia.. zzz

okay.. so basically..

todae took back Eng, Poa, MT, Geo and Math paper..

haizz..

all so badly done seh..

so did much actually

oni go thru those paper for all the lessons..

den when FT period...

cos there is no Assembly..

Mrs Francis got course goin on..

so our class wento the com lab and watched one video..

it is abt a teacher called Ron Clark..

it sae abt how he teach a worst class to become a top scorer class..

is it like tat? LOL..

i duno how to explain la.. heehee..

but it is a very touchin story la..

almost wanto cry out for 2-3 times..

they can do it.. why we not? hahas..

so we continue watchin until the end...

and we were release at 2.30 like tat..

aft tat went to crescent...

saw Charles they all playin BB.. so i joined them..

saw someone too...

but we nv tok..

din even sae hi or anything oso..

i din tok to him.. and he din tok to mi too..

and i started to become emo le..

jus duno why la.. haizz..

so at first sit down there lookin at them playin BB..

aft tat one guy came.. join in the match..

so JJ asked mi to join in too..

cos if not uneven ma..

so i jus played lo..

den another match.. he joined in le..

im in diff team wit him..

but we jus played..

jus like stranger like tat duno each other..

haizz...

duno why the friendship hav become like tat..

den we aft tat play on our own..

he left already i oso duno until i realise it..

so wat else can i do?

so jus continue to play wit JJ they all lo..

lucky todae the weather is not tat sunny..

cos i dun wanto become any darker...

in class already got ppl sae mi become darker le..

den the stupid Melvyn call mi Xiao Hei.. *Bark*

LOL.. ZzZ..

so went home at 5plus like tat..

rest awhile... den wento Admiral Garden to play bb again.

but tis time is wit Shermin.. LOL..

den she sae i from far look so dark.. like ah Neh..

ahhh.. zzz..

so play play play...

and 8.30pm went home le..

reach home.. showered..

and started to use com and eat dinner le..

haizz.. feel sooo tire.. LOL..

tada..

haiz..

u makin mi feel like dun hav the courage

to be frenz wit u all again..

i felt so betrayed..

u make mi feel like im so stupid to be wit u all..

jus like im makin a fool of myself..

maybe i'll feel sad and emo when i see you..

cos we were a very close frenz once..

but it was soo different now..

everything hav change..

will we be like close frenz again?

i duno..

i Dun Dare to oso...

haizz...

have become a stranger in jus a day??

im speechless..

~ FRIEND ~

okay la..

feel so slpy now..

wanto slp le..

BYE!

2008-05-08T12:27:00.000+08:00

HarLow Ppl..

todae is markin day..

so there is no sch.. LOL..

wake up at 10am..

but maybe becos i ytd play bb for too long..

so todae like no strenght to wake up like tat..

heehee.

so aft tat eat my breakfast..

prepare.. and go out at 11.30am..

took the bus 969 to Tampines..

den change to bus 69 to Temasek Poly to look for my frenz, Adrienne..

while in the bus to Tampines..

i duno why there is alot of thought running thru my mind..

keep think abt something..

and maybe feel so sad oso.. haizz..

den reach Temasek Poly at 12.30 like tat...

maybe becos there is no traffice jam so tat why im fast..

so reached there.. saw quite alot of ppl comin out..

and i feel so noob when goin in..

actually tot of goin in and look around..

but in the end dun dare..

so jus sit at the place where they called Mushroom

and wait for my friend.. hahas..

sit there so noob and waited for her for half an hour..

so finally she came out..

den wento eat KFC near Tampines Mall..

and woot.. i eat quite little wor.. haha..

den walk around TM..

wait for Terance to come..

walk around again..

buy ice cream..

den take bus back to woodland le..

nth much to do at CWP..

so we wento buy sushi..

and i bought dark chocolate too..

85% cocoa de lei..

OMG..

den we went home le...

reached home..

and start usin com le..

did nth much todae but still feel quite tire..

so ate my sushi..

den a piece of the chocolate tat i bought..

OMG.. it reali Bitter man..

yuckz...

haha.. give my mum eat she oso cannot tahan.. =P

so continue usin com..

played viwawa wit JunJie..

nth much...

so Sian...

haizz.. anyway..

i duno whether our friendship will be the same as b4 anot..

and it not tat u always offended others

or losin friends...

maybe is jus wat u sae out.. tat offended others..

i duno..

i kn tat u are not a bad frenz to be wit..

aiya.. i duno la...

i duno wat u thinkin oso le la...

and oso the other person..

i duno why sometime wat i sae or wat

will make u feel either angry, sad or emo..

i sometime duno wat u thinkin oso..

aiya im so confuse now...

maybe i shudnt hav mix wit u all..

thou maybe u all dun treat mi as gal...

but maybe i still xtra in tis grp cos im the oni Gal..

i duno..

haizz..

see hows it goes le..

okay la..

todae so Sian..

there still got sch tml!.. haizz..

its late oso le...

nid to slp early todae!..

BYE.. (:

2008-05-07T13:34:00.000+08:00

woot..

Im late for sch todae!

havin last Mid Year Paper which is combine sci paper 1..

MCQ oni.. 1hr duration..

And YES! im overslept todae!.. LOL..

duno is i forget to put alarm..

or the alarm din wake mi up.. hahas..

so receive a call frm Mrs Francis at abt 7.40 like tat..

and she asked why i din go sch.. not feelin well izit?

LOL.. and i sae "SHIT.. IM LATE"

lol.. den she sae still got 10mins b4 the exam start..

so i quicky rush and den rush to sch le lo..

reach the hall den quickly start my paper le lo...

lucky is oni MCQ qns..

den at there perspiring and doin my work..

pro? overslept for the last paper.. LOL..

okay la..

so aft paper..

mi and JS went to crescent..

watch his frenz playin deck..

and oso waitin for charles and the rest..

cos wanto play bb again.. hahahs..

so until 10am...

they finally come out le..

and so we start our match liao.. hahas..

tis is my first time playin Full Court sia..

still ok la.. hav to run more oni.. hahas..

so as the time goes by..

one by one went home le..

den got one time abt 1plus 2?

i went back sch to refill my bottle..

and oso wento the washroom...

but when i came back...

js, zg, jov, mel they all were gone...

so wat else can i do?

so i stayed and continue playin wit Charles, JunJie, James they all lo..

and again we played match..

aft tat all wento buy drink and left mi alone at the court..

so i practice myself..

and i msg someone..

i said "u all good.. went off tgt"

den he replied "we wait 4 u. where u go?"

i replied "Nvm, forget it.. wait ur head"

den he replied "If tis is the result tell us earlier la. Don nid waste our time for u"

den i replied "okay u all good.. BYE!"

WTF.. thru these.. okay.. i understand le..

who am i to u all?

im jus a burden to u all?

im the extra one?

wat u all treat mi as?

i duno...

maybe i jus being oneself thought (Zi Zuo Duo Qing)

to be frenz wit u all..

sorry.. i din kn tat im not worth for it..

im jus a nobody..

im jus a irritating person..

i tot i found someone who hav almost the same dream as mi...

and become good friend..

and can shard anything..

but i think i was wrong..

im jus being Zi Zuo Duo Qing..

maybe im jus sooo stupid when makin frenx..

or im not worth to hav any frenz..

cos im not good enf..

haizz...

maybe i kn wat i shud do already...

im sry to disturb u all all tis time..

den another person oso msg mi tryin to explain..

but i ignored...

think i felt quite disappointed and sad..

or even feelin being betrayed..

i duno..

but wat else can i do?? nothing.. haizz..

okay dun wanto sae abt it already..
and so i continue practicing while waitin for them to come back..

i duno im practicing or jus ventin out my unhappiness.. haiz..

den aft they came back..

we played either bullet or ABC..

by the time...

there oni left mi, Charles, JJ, James and the duno bb guy..

duno his name la..

jus hate him when playin match..

cos he keep blockin mi.. zzz

so we keep takin turn to play..

den rain came.. den sun..

got sun rain oso..

haizz.. hope i fall sick...

but despite the rain.. we continue playin..

soon there is no rain le..

so keep continue playin lo..

den play match again wit 2 other boys frm other sch de..

not playin a good match..

the 2 boys was tokin or quarrelin among themselves.. zzz

den aft tat play bullet again..

until the 2 boy gone.. and one gal came to play alone..

so ask her to play match wit us..

omg.. she very good..

dun see her so small size..

she play better den mi..

den aft match i asked abt her..

she is frm Unity Sec.. Sec 1 oni lei..

but she is in her sch bb team.. tat why she so good la..

started learnin bb tis year oso same as mi...

but she got coach and training all tis lei..

and i jus play anyhow lei..

so JJ.. cannot compare mi and her.. >_<

she can even jump and tap away the ball

which charles catch under the basket..

wow.. LOL..

den we compare our lay-up 5 time straight each...

lucky i din throw our sch face and lose to her..

when she do her 2nd time straight 5-times lay-up

and get 1 goal oni..

and we are draw.. =P

soon aft.. we went home le..

and wow.. tis is my first time playing for so long man..

frm 10am to 5pm.. 7hr of playin seh..

and i tio sun burn...

i din realise

when im usin com and my mum came to mi..

and ask mi why my face so red.. =.=

hope wont get any darker.. =P

okay la..

tat all for todae..

tml is markin day..

so there is no sch..

so im goin TP to look for frenz.. =P

BYE!

2008-05-06T13:44:00.000+08:00

HarLow..
todae so sian...
havin POA ppr 2 at 11am..
so no nid to wake up so early for sch..
but af i wake up and ate my breakfast..
aft tat i feel so lazy to move liao..
so... din study oso.. LOL..
reach sch.. read thru the format all tis..
den ready for exam le..
its difficult for mi man... >_<

and i feel so slpy again when doin POA paper..

duno is the 2 big Fan makin my eyes dry den slpy or wat.. LOL

so after paper..

den again wento crescent and play BB le... heehee..

playin BB is one of my exercise now..

but it will make mi become darker oso..

cos most of the time will be under the sun.. LOL..
so thou my finger still pain..
but.. dun care le la..
jus continue playin lo..
so mostly hav to use left hand...
hahas...
den the JS, even thou knee injured liao..
still can run and play bb wit us.. hahas.
so i played frm 1 plus until 3pm like tat..
den suddenly... i feel so emo.. zzz..
jus duno why...
i jus feel tat our friendship hav worsen..
or.. u all dun care abt mi already..
i duno..

so walk alone..
wento admiralty cos i wanto get smth..
den saw Alto Saxophone in the Cash Converter..
Woot.. $699 lei...
Soprano Saxophone oso.. $699...
den Tenor is $899..
but dun kn wat brand is it..
saw Paris duno wat...
den Ben duno wat.. hahhas...
i hope i can get a saxophone for my own..
SELMER brand would be even better.. hahahs..
my Dream is to be a Great Musician when i grow up..
a Professional Musician/Saxophonist..
hahas..
but money is limited... =P

so aft gettin my thing den went home straight le..
and start usin com le..
tml finally last paper liao..
somemore is a combine Sci Paper 1.. MCQ oni..
hahas...
lucky no nid to study much...
if duno the qns still can anyhow pick one.. LOL..
okay la..
jus hope can do well for tis Mid Year la...
cos i reali did tried my best to do it.. =P

den my Swollen Finger..
haizz..
i See liao wanna cry sia.. or feel sad...
i very scare my finger get hurt..
for a musician to hurt the hand or finger
is very sad one sia.. LOLs...
is reali pain lo..
cant even straight all the way oso.. =(
hope it recover soon..

my pathetic finger.. SobSob.. =P

okay la..
tats all for todae den.. hahas..
tml aft sch i wanto play BB again.. LOL..
WED no sch oso.. is a markin day..
if can i wanto Play BB oso.. LOLx!!!!
i wanto get stronger in Music
as well as Sport... hahas...
BYE (:

2008-05-04T05:19:00.000+08:00

harlow ppl..

it been a long time again since i last post ya?

lol.. so busy tis few day wit Mid Year..

if not is becos my sis was usin the com so i cant use!!

LOL..

Anyway... OMG!!!!

I HURT MY RIGHT MIDDLE FINGER!!!

my Ankle injury 1 month oni..

not yet totally recover lo..

den now i hurt my finger liao..

wah lao.. why i tis yr so suay sia??

my finger swollen like... OMG...

so Red and so Swollen sia... haiyo..

so.. last sun is my birthdae..

27th April..

did nth much on tat well..

was at home the whole day.. so Sian..

hahas..

anyway.. thanks for all the presents:

JS & ZG - PigLet Boster

Ellie - Heart shape Necklace

Ellie & SherMin - Swensen Treat

Syafiqah Family - Chocolate

Fiona, HuiSi, Charles - Saxophone display

jus like those present la.. hahas..

den wat else??

hmmm....

whole week was havin Mid Year Exam..

i did STUDY de hor..

but for some of the subject is reali dam difficult lo..

>_<

but forget it...

i mus score well for my Olvl can liao..

heehee..

i this few days oso keep meetin up wit Adrienne..

My Pri sch Best Friend.. haha..

den oso listen to her problem...

wantin to help her oso..

even wanto go help scold tat idiotic person...

LOL..

den on thurs

it was Labour Day..

so there is no sch for everyone.. haha..

and we hx, zx, Ron, gq, Adrienne, and terance

met up and went to east coast seaside..

LOL

actually did nth much there..

mostly was Sun Tanning..

or playin poker card.. hahas..

stayed there frm 2 plus like tat till 7 plus?

den sry la.. bring them the wrong route..

and let them walk more..

heehee.. =P

den take bus back woodlands...

it such a long trip sia.. make mi almost CMI in bus...

hahas...

aft tat went home..

so tire sia..

somemore the next dae, Fri,

i still got exam sia..

LOL..

so din study much

and wento slp le..

tis outing got take quite alot of photo..

but sry.. i jus lazy to post.. heehee..

so tot morning can wake up and study abit..

but i almost overslp..

so rush lo.. and rush to sch.. hahas..

and todae the phy is freakin DIFFICULT sia..

i almost slpin at there sia..

jus duno why feel so tire..

so the phy i jus anyhow do le...

Math paper 2 was still ok la..

at back den very difficult le..

ok enf of exam..

so aft sch wento find js, charles they all..

cos i sae i aft sch wan play BB de..

aft tat Charles and his friend wento Eat...

while mi, js, and Mel wento play first...

received msg frm Adrienne..

ask mi to go play pool wit her...

or sae go Accompany her la.. hahas..

so bo bian hav to go lo..

wait she sae i ps her.. hahahas...

jkjk..

so i played bb until 3.30pm like tat..

den when playin the LAST match..

i tat time hurt my finger..

OUCH.. is reali pain de lo.. sobsob...

so went home..

shower.. den wento terance hse le..

haiyo.. go there and again..

see Adrienne slpin there again.. =.=

LOL..

so i use com lo..

watch anime lo..

if not wat else can i do? hahas..

no space for mi to slp oso..

LOL...

den at 6 plus..

she finally wake up..

so prepare...

blahblahblah..

and went to woodland old checkpoint at 7 like tat...

played oni awhile of pool...

den went acc Wei Siang go eat le..

Wei Siang.. 1 of our pri frenz...

hahas..

aft tat went back terance hse..

stay there and watch WS playin maple..

so bored.. hahas..

den abt 10.30pm..

finally can go home le.. yeah..

so slpy sia..

and ya.. by tat time..

my finger... OMG

super RED and SWOLLEN!!!!

cant even make it straight manx..

and i mostly hav to use left hand liao.. >_<

okay la.. tat all for todae le...

later evenin goin ErGu hse.

cos cousin's birthdae..

heehee.. hope my finger will get better..

if not i think wan go see doctor liao..

or.. i duno how am i goin to take my exam..

cos wait cant even hold a pen oso.. hahahs..

>_<

BYE! (:

2008-04-19T13:00:00.000+08:00

hey ppl!

my blog not dead manz... hahas..

i haven announce.. dun anyhow sae..

LOL.. jkjk..

but still so long nv post le.. hahas...

anyway... wan mi to write abt wat lei?

hmm i jus anyhow write le la.. LOLs..

hmm... aft my ankle got injured..

my ankle was bandage for abt 1 week..

so hav to wear slipper to sch.. LOL..

but now... my ankle is much more better le..

but sometime will still hurt.. LOl..

the person sae my ankle nid 1 month den fully recover..

try not to run too fast or jump all tis..

BUT! i dun care!..

LOL..

cos i wanto take my Nafa..

so i jus run, jump..

i jus cannot squat oni.. LOLs..

hahas.. somemore i keep playin BasketBall oso..

Dun care le la.. hahas..

if my ankle gettin worst..

worst lo.. =.=

den... last week the Francis change my seat to the front...

now i sittin wit Sabby...

and Syafiqah sittin wit WanTing..

some of ppl oso kena changed place...

i dun care le la..

sit infront sit infront lo.. zzz..

den oso.. i now reali hate MT sia!!

tis is my first time to hate MT!!

BECOS of the TEACHER! not the subject... =.=

arghh...

Todae, 18th April (Fri)

in lunar calendar..

todae is 三月十三 (San Yue Shi San)

and so.. TODAE IS MY BIRTHDAE.. LOL...

i rem when i reach home and saw red Egg.. hahas..

counting down days...

9 more days frm todae...

it will be my Birthdae! hahas...

27th April.. my Special Day.. hahas..

and oso.. todae i do Lots of exercise sia...

morning hav morning Run...

and i can run non stop... LOL...

den aft sch.. wento play BB...

woot.. played match oso...

start playin frm 2+ to 7+ seh..

and i perspire alot.. hahas...

maybe feelin happy la..

cos i finally can exercise so much le..

if not i comfirm gain weight manz... heehee...

okay la.. lastly...

6 more days to Mid Year Examination le...

so scary man...

and soon "O" lvl comin manz..

reali got to study le... arghh....

hmm.. i think tat all la..

anyway i gtg oso le la...

lol.. bye ppl...

will come back to blog when im free.. heehee...

BYE! =D

2008-04-01T12:13:00.000+08:00

HarLow Ppl..

LOL.. so long nv post le..

jus being lazy to blog..

hahas.. anyway..

I SPRAINED MY ANKLE TODAE!

while playin Captain Ball durin PE..

Mr Teo din come so Mr Mike and Mr Tan take over..

OMG.. PAIN sia..

>_<

den aft tat band as usual..

during Sectional..

mi, Charles and Sir was discussin abt choosin Leaders..

LOL.. cannot sae who will be..

its a secret until the result is out.. hahas..

den like 15 mins b4 band ended..

SiLing dio gastric pain until she cried out..

Omg.. suddenly sir asked mi wats wrong..

den ask mi to bring her to G.O or go get smth to eat..

LOL.. den ppl at there sayin..

my sprained my ankle..

walk like wat liao den still can bring SL to G.O..

LOL.. i kn is funny.. hahas.. weird HUH.. LOL..

den band end... tcher tok to the Sec 4 and 5..

den go home le..

ouch.. my ankle is reali pain la..

den like keep cryin sia.. sobsob...

think swollen liao.. =.=

Saturday during Drills Test..

heard Sir tokin to Mrs Koh abt buyin instrument accessory..

and i heard tat sir wanto buy Saxophone Mouth piece..

OMG.. is Selmer Brand de lei..

super good lei..

one is like $170+ each lei..

Selmer is the best brand for saxophone lo..

LOL.. juniors ar juniors.. better use nicely.. hahas..

tat all for todae ba..

cannot tahan the pain le.. arghh

bye! (:

2008-03-17T13:10:00.000+08:00

HarLow Ppl..

- 13/03/08 -

Rina's Birthdae..!!

my beloved junior.. hahas..

wish her thru sms...

cos nv see her in sch..

so din give her present oso..

so tat dae lesson was serious bored too...

and i was late again.. =p

aft lesson went out wit ZG and Jovyn..

to buy birthdae present..

cos Syafiqah's birthdae comin..

so walk around cwp...

its took mi abt 6hr to buy present? zzz

went out at 2plus.. and went home at 8plus..

LOL..

- 14/03/08 -

as usual wento sch...

and im not late todae..

haha.. cos the lesson start at 8.45am...

and first lesson is math..

im so awake and active..

but aft break is POA...

im become so super slpy..

and i din do my POA oso..

luckily nv get caught.. =P

aft tat MT...

go thru 1 Zong He Tian Kong den go home le..

haha.. Whong din come oso..

so aft tat went home le..

tat dae weather is so good...

its was SO SUNNY and HUMID... =.=

super hot sia..

den went to 888 wit my sis...

aft tat wento play BB wit JS, ZG, Jov and Mel at crescent..

and get caught by Naha..

cos i wearin PE shirt.. zzz

so i act like walkin off...

aft tat awhile later den went back to play liao..

haiyo.. duno why suddenly become emo la.. zzz

aft tat went home le...

- 15/03/08 -

Syafiqah Birthday...!!

my Darling.. hahas..

gave her present ytd durin lesson..

cos tot not seein her todae..

as she not comin for band..

so band as usual...

gave Rina her birthday present..

hope she like it.. =P hahas..

den the rest hav sectional..

while the sec3 are havin their lesson

theory lesson wit sir.. lol..

cos 6 of them are goin to be the next LEADER..

but during sectional..

i was like not feelin tat well..

duno why...

and the hot sun make mi more uneasy too.. >_<

and finally at 11am..

went back to CD shelter for full band..

go thru Pirate of the Caribbean again..

and my tongue are not workin well todae..

cant tongue fast.. =P

tat dae Shahirah din come..

but Haiqal came..

haha.. miss him sia..

so he played alto sax..

cos another tenor spoil le.. =P

so aft band.. went to play BB again..

and went home at 4pm..

showered...

and opps.. fall aslp..

but lucky din slp tat long..

cos i actually hav to go Syafiqah's hse at 5pm..

cos she invite us to go her hse for a small bdae party..

so wake up at 5.10 like tat..

quickly changed.. and wento her hse liao..

reach there 5.30pm..

lucky not very late.. heehee..

chat alot at there wit Bryan, Darel, CM and Charles..

there are some of syafiqah's friend too..

and her BF.. LOL..

but we din chat wit them...

den sing bday song.. blah x3

and eat bdae cake..

so stay at her hse till 10pm like tat..

i chat alot and ate alot too..

arghh sure gain weight.. arghh..

got to exercise more.. hahas..

aft tat home sweet home..

- 16/03/08 -

Cousin's ROM..

LOL... wento cousin's ROM at 2pm..

wore the blue color dress.. hahas..

reach there..

omg.. my cousins all look so pretty and handsome..

den take photos..

den everyone settle down

and they start their ROM liao..(O.o i duno how to sae la..)

i look at them.. i feel so touch seh..

and see them takin the pledge all tis..

aft tat photo takin session again..

and went to eat liao..

lucky todae din eat tat much..

if not i reali sure GAIN WEIGHT... =.=

aft eatin..

sit down.. chat wit cousins..

take photos..

(maybe photos will upload other days..)

den at 4.30pm like tat

home sweet home..

omg... feel so super tire la..

reach home den fall aslp liao.. LOL..

haizz..

got to rush hw!!!!

got damn lots of hw..

but i haven even touch one..

I HATE SCH!!!

arghh..

BYE

2008-03-13T11:17:00.000+08:00

HarLow ppl..

haven post for pass 4 days le huh.. LOL..

so...

Sat as usual Band Practice...

den wento eat aft band..

cos i dun wanto go home so early..

den aft tat...

evening went to AI... LOL..

Morning Sch band played Pirate of the Caribbean..

den evenin at AI played Pirate of the Caribbean oso..

but the song is more damn difficult de lo.. haha..

gonna practice the Difficult Pirate of the Caribbean.. =P

den went home as usual..

den Sun... Its My Play Time!! hahas..

went out early in the morning at 10am..

and guess where i go?

Wild Wild Wet!!

went to WWW wit Jov, ZG and JS...

yup.. jus the 4 of us..

and im the oni gal.. lol..

lucky go WWW can wear shirt de.. heehee..

and the 3 guys took sometime to strip off their top..

cos they were shy when there is Gal.. hahas..

so we start wit Lazy Pool..

followed by Ular Lah and Slide Up..

its was fun la...

den wento wave pool..

and went deep to 1.8m... LOL..

den Jovyn hit his head against the floor and drop quite alot of hairs..

haha.. aft tat lie down there and sun tan.. haha..

den wento the children pool and played the slide..

and tis time i hit my head when i tryin to slide down...

a loud "bang" tat they all heard it sia..

* Pain * =P

den Jovyn hit his head the 2nd time.. opps..

den wento play the big slide..

aiya.. we keep playin the same thing again and again..

anyway.. it was FUN... hahas..

reach there at 1plus..

den went off to shower at 7pm..

almost 6hr lei.. LOL...

so wento shower...

and 3 guys waitin for mi.. heehee..

Gals ma.. always very long de.. hahas..

den wento eat.. and went home le...

it was 10pm..

and i was like went out for the 12hr.. =P

and by the time i reach home..

i was already very tire le...

so shower, iron shirt

and wento slp le.. xD

so Monday... Geo and Chem lesson..

and i was late for Geo.. =P

den Chem.. forget to bring the WS..

haizz.. i jus very Moody tat dae..

and i cried out once durin chem lesson... =(

aft tat.. went home..

saw Charles Chan playin BB at crescent..

his friend ask mi to play wit them..

but i was too moody and sad..

so i jus went off..

went home.. took instrument..

and went back sch for band pract le..

actually shud hav Speech Day rehearsal..

but it was rainin non stop..

so we jus hav our normal Full Band Practice..

and went thru Pirate of the Caribbean.. (:

aft tat went home..

Tue: Math and D&T lesson..

and i was late again for sch..

lucky not normal sch dae la..

so reach there..

everyone was doin own work..

but aft i reach i start to tok to syafiqah liao..

and i did nth. LOL..

aft tat D&T..

and i actually did bring folio sia..

so jus try to do lo..

and i jus hate Mindmap the most... =.=

so now jus try to do it first lo.. haizz..

aft tat went home..

den rain again.. arghh =.=

aft tat wento out wit Bryan, Fiqah and WanTing..

accompany Bryan and Fiqah to go cut hair..

(opps.. Bryan and Fiqah was like wearin Couple Shirt sia.. haha)

aft tat wento CWP...

and i ate alot on tat day.. OMG..

so walk around..

den buy somethings..

den WanTing meet up wit her friend aft tat..

den Bryan, Fiqah and Mi wento buy bubble tea

and walk home le..

tok alot oso..

and so i reach home first..

and i fall aslp.. =.=

aft tat do my own thing lo..

den todae Wed...

wento sch in the morning..

actually the LMS timetable got write Geo and SS lesson todae..

but when i reach sch..

there is No Geo lesson..

is the timetable put wrongly..

and there is no SS lesson oso..

think tcher din come to sch ba..

so went home straight lo..

went to sch for nth.. LOL..

so reach home.. start to use com..

and i did TRY to do D&T hor..

and i finally done my Mindmap.. hahas..

gonna do my General Survey liao..

mus catch up wit the others.. =P

Tats all for todae ba..

tml got Eng, Phy and MT lesson..

haven touch any of the HW yet..

arghh..

BYE (:

2008-03-08T15:20:00.000+08:00

Halo.

todae is the 2nd day of Sec3 camp..

and oso 2nd Day of LMS...

so again wake up in the morning and start to use com already..

haizz...

i duno why use the LMS can make mi so busy..

and oso make mi fed up at the same time.. =.=

so aft tat..

went back to sch at

for Meet the Parent session...

lucky im not tat late.

so sat in the Hall and listen to the ppl tokin..

haizz. it a boring tok again la..

makin mi wanna fall aslp...

and my mum too... as she told mi de.. LOLz.

so the tok took abt 1 hr to end..

and finally all of us wento class to take back our report book le..

haizz..

i jus hate tis MPS la..

1st, Mr teo tok to my mum mostly abt D&T...

whenever tok to mi abt tis subject

or i do this subject..

i duno why i will sure cry..

I Jus cannot do it oso CANNOT AR?!

so tok tok tok..

like everything my fault like tat..

den 2nd when to find P..

but P not in so tok to VP lo..

cos I WANTO DROP D&T...

so tok tok tok..

cry again..

keep sayin i nv work hard..

or nv work hard enf..

blablablah..

argh!!

den aft tat...

3rd, Mrs Francis came down to the G.O

and she tok to mi..

tat time i cry until i wanna hit ppl like tat..

jus feel so fed and dun wanto listen to anyone already la..

so she bring mi to the toilet to was my face..

den tok tok tok..

sae a agreement..

sae wat ask mi to try to slp b4 11pm..

blablablah...

den i IGNORED her..

arghh..

den went back G.O...

tok abit more.. den went home le..

as usual..

mum ride bicycle.. and i walk home..

so i walk super slow..

and i jus stop cryin..

i cry is becos i think of smt too...

and i almost keep cryin until i reach home?

haizz..

on my way home..

actually i wanto go find Ellie..

but in the end.. i din go find her..

but saw Darel..

and he tok to mi.. tryin to console mi?

but i ask him to go do his joggin la.. =P

aft tat tok abit..

and he let mi alone le..

so i walk slowly..

even sit down at the playgroup at my block there..

cos i reali wanto be alone..

and so reach home at 9pm...

arghh..

i jus hate to go home when THERE IS SOMEONE THERE!

SIS... ELDEST SIS !!!

i jus hate her..

as she keep naggin all the way...

saw my report book..

get ALMOST ALL F9..

den down tat naggin again..

whenever she tok to mi or nag at mi..

i will IGNORE her...

cos I DUN WANTO TOK TO HER...

COS I HATE HER!

and i din SMILE or speak aft i reach home..

she jus control mi too much...

and i Jus HATE THE PERSON WHO KEEP CONTROLLIN MI..

the more they ask mi to do "smth"

the more i will not wanto go do it...

i jus hate her la..

arghh...

haizz..

im feelin so depress and sad todae...

who is there for mi??

who is there to console mi, stand by mi?

i wonder.. do my family all understand mi?

and are they supportin mi?

i dun think so... haizz..

even my dream..

wat i wanna be..

they oso wanto interupt..

i jus dun like tis la..

sobsob..

haizz..

my waist pain again..

it jus like an old injury for mi?

i duno la..

jus feel pain la.. =.=

(i suddenly feel hurt too..
when i heard tat..
my mum are worryin for mi..
until her eye are red..

im sorry.. sobsob)

BYE

2008-03-07T15:34:00.000+08:00

HarLow..

tis is the first day of havin LMS at home..

and oso the First day Campin for the Sec3..

Sec3 Camp.. Hope they are havin Fun la.. heehee..

I Miss Them lah?? hahas.. =P

so todae wake up at 6.30...

thou my LMS hav to log on at 8am...

so jus wake up.. eat my BreakFast..

chat Wit JS.. who Wake up Super Early duno do wat..

and watch my anime..

hahas..

so aft watchin jus nice 8am liao..

and i login to my LMS le lo..

first lesson is MT..

so went to do MT lo..

the Wordin can See... but the ANS i cannot See!!

cannot see the word for the ans den how u wan mi to do?

Send a msg to Mr Adrian and Mr Cheng in LMS...

but no reply..

WTH sia...

duno wat they doin lo.. zZz..

make mi so fed up...

Called my 2nd sis and wan her to lend mi her Laptop to do HW..

den she sae wait for her to come back first.. arghh..

so i went to do other subject first lo.. =.=

haiyo..

stay at home can slack la..

but i still got do my HW de ok?!

at least i din fall aslp... LOLx!!

den humanities we din not do anything

cos we are being block frm goin inside.. O.o

den last 3 period is D&T, POA and MATH..

these 3 period nid to print out the WS de lo..

WTH...

D&T 14 pages..

POA 5 pages..

& MATH 11 Pages lei.. =.=

so i jus print Poa and Math first..

D&T... haiz...

wait until aft Meet the Parent Session den print la.. >_<

so keep doin the hw lo..

and i duno wat im doin oso liao.. =.=

so hav been usin com frm 6.30am to 4plus like tat..

wah.. by tat time is super tire le lo..

and wento slp aft tat..

i din kn i slp for so long sia..

cos i wake up at 9plus.. >_<

so wake up.. eat dinner..

watch tv.. and wento shower..

haiz..

tml got to wake up early again...

and oh ya.. got to pack Eng file... =P

cos hav to hand in tml le..

and there is MPS tml...

arghh!!!

*DEAD*

haizz..

i wanto send my phone for service sia..

Service = REPAIR..

not Service Send for SPA all tis JS!!!.. =.=

funny la him.. zZz..

i wanto send my phone for repair..

LOL... who wanto accompany mi? haha.

and i wanto one-to-one xchange earpiece..

but dun dare to go alone sia..

and oso.. like no time to go lei.. O.o

seem so busy tis few day.. haizz..

the weather hav been so cold todae..

and most of the time are rain.. LOLs..

TAKE CARE EVERYONE..

and dun fall sick ya.. ^^

BYE (:

2008-03-06T15:50:00.000+08:00

HarLow Ppl...

heehee...

its been quite a long time since i blog le huh.. haha..

sometime feel lazy to blog la..

if not cannot use com or busy la.... >_<

hmm...

hav been watchin quite lots of movies in last 2 week...

22/2 - Kunfu Dunk

23/2 - L change the world
29/2 - The Leap Years

Opps..

keep watchin movie sia.. hahas..

somemore upcoming movie i wanto go watch horror movie..

maybe The Screen? Shutter? or Rule #1? haha..

all horror movie lei..

i feel like watchin all of them.. hahahs..

but reali broke like hell seh..

somemore last Sat bought a new wallet too...

a same wallet, same color wit Ellie.. =P

Sia la.. reali hav to start savin money le!!! ^^

hmm...

got back all my common test paper le...

is Damn nice la...

I FAIL ALL MY SUBJECTs...

except Math.. hahas..

but my math is JUS PASS oni.. zzz...

got one subject more nice...

D&T overall mark - 0/0

WTH..

D&T dun hav Common Test so oni got class test..

and i GET 0 Mark for D&T lei... =.=

duno wat im doin oso la...

and have been quite slack and restless in class...

jus too slpy to concentrate in Class...

and almost slp in every period... haizz...

i think most of my subject teacher very concern abt mi already...

Mrs Francis, Mr Cheong...

ask mi wat wrong wit mi all tis..

cos i FLUNK like HELL manx..

haizz...

Tue, 4/5, is reali not a good day for mi la..

aft Eng period... Mrs Francis tok to mi abt my Mark all tis..

den i duno why i feel like cryin.. but i controlled..

den D&T...

Mr Wee tok to mi abt my D&T...

cos i din do D&T...

and i reali wanto DROP tis SUBJECT.. jus tat i din go find the P..

den he keep sayin sayin...

sae wat tis fri Meet the Parent Session

he goin to ask my FT to hold my Report book all tis..

and wanto tok to my Parent..

den ask Mr Teo to write duno wat report or wat to him..

den wat submit to P and VP

den wat tok to them..

den wat maybe i will get SCHOOL SUSPENSION...

like WTF lo... zzz

when he tok to mi..

i reali feel like crying again lo..

but i controlled again.. =(

den tat dae aft Recess is Chem.. went to lab..

den Mr Cheong tok to mi again..

ask my why i do so badly..

cos i FLUNK like hell...

den ask mi izit i got any problem..

tat time i feel like cryin again..

but i tried to controlled so i din face him..

but he asked mi to face him cos he tokin to mi...

so i couldnt control already and finally i CRIED OUT..

tried to wipe away my tears and act as nth b4 goin in the LAB...

but when i went in there..

Mr Cheong suddenly sae wat

' there's no use crying when you get bad results'

in front of the whole class lei..

den i cry again..

den everyone kn who is the one cryin liao..

haizz..

actually no one kn abt it de lo.. =X

feel so emo on that dae la..

dun dare to face Mr Cheong or Mrs Francis...

especially Mr Cheong.. tryin to hide frm him when i saw him..

so tat dae aft sch when i walk past him..
i tried to hide frm him..

but he give mi a Smile and sae Hi to mi...

and so i replied a Hi to him too.. >_<

HAIZZ....

tis fri MPS i sure DIE!!!

haiyo..

reali so slpy tis few dae la..

mon late for sch..

overslept..

den tue 6.30 wake up.. not tat late.. still got time..

but todae i ALMOST late..

Woke up at 6. 50 like tat..

den i RUSH lo..

and went out at 7.03 like tat and took bus to sch..

lucky im not late todae la..

den tml no nid to rush to sch liao..

cos the Sec4 and Sec5 are goin to stay at home to do LMS at Home...

LMS.. doin hw thru internet? LOLs..

thought we no nid to go sch in the morning..

but we stil nid to wake up early to use com.. zZz..

but think better den stayin in class and fall aslp again durin lesson.. =.=

todae straight aft SST..

went to meet up wit Ellie cos she sae she got smth wanto pass to mi..

when to meet her wit TQ...

cos she got smth wanto pass to TQ..

so aft tat... went to Ellie block...

and I received a Letter frm someone...

so mi and Ellie sat down at the Resident corner

and i read out the letter cos it is all in chi words..

and the letter is nice nice 2 full Pages..

so i keep readin it..

until at the 2nd page of the letter..

i suddenly feel so touched..

and feel like cryin out..

but i controlled..

aft tat chat wit Ellie..

i jus hope i could help her watever i could if she got any problem..

So Ellie DarLing.. Next time if got anything must tell mi lei..

i will try my best to help u ya.. ^^

so aft tat i went home le..

cos Ellie hav to go home for Dinner liao.. =P

Reach home..

den kn tat my 2 little neighbour is in my hse.. Opps..

becos their mum wento the hospital becos of her back...

hope she will get real well soon.. ^^

and my 2 little neighbour are cute la.. both Boy...

one age 6.. another one age 8 i think.. LOL..

and their ENGLISH is... SUPER PRO de lo..

haha..

they Teach my mum English lei.. hahas..

and they like to ask alot of things oso..

mum asked mi to play wit them..

but i DUNO how to entertain/play wit them..

OMG... tat time reali hopin sis would faster come back..

cos my sis like to play wit them..? hahas..

so when they are havin their Dinner..

i wento hide in the room... and i suddenly fall aslp.. LOLx..

but aft they all finish eatin.. they went into the room..

OMG.. scary scary... LOL...

den FINALLY my sis came back..

and once she came back.. she startin to play wit the younger boy le..

while the other one was watchin tv wit my mum.. hahas..

so i start to use com lo..

cos actually the computer is on for the younger boy to play de.. haha..

so a while later.. their aunt came..

and they went back home le.. heehee..

hope they all wont feel bored in my hse..

cos reali nth much can let them play.. hahas..

tml is oso the Sec3 Camp le..

all of the Sec3 will be goin to their camp...

but the sch like so budget sia..

tis year sec3 camp is IN SINGAPORE...

OMG... WTH sia...

at Changi and Bukit Batok? Diao.. =.=

dots sia...

i think when i Sec 3.. Our Camp more fun.. at Bintan lei..

hahas...

they enjoy their Camp and hav Fun can le la.. heehee..

they will be back on Sat...

so i think they wont come for band on Sat too...

so I WILL MISS ALL OF THEM.. heehee..

ESPECIALLY my BELOVED JUNIORS huh.. hahas..

i LOVE EVERYONE la..

everyone tat are good to mi =P

To Mi...

Friends to mi will always the first priority..?

if im in a relationship..

i think i will be wit my friends more den my BF?

i duno..

but oso... i dun wanna to be tie up...

i wanto hav my own freedom..

i dun want others to control mi...

maybe tis is why i now dun wan to be in any relationship?

haizz...

i jus dun like being controlled...

or ppl to ask mi do tis do that which i dun like..

and i dun wanto hurt anyone oso..

i feel tat..

even if there is someone in my mind/heart now..

i will not wanto be in the relationship wit tat person..

i think i would jus hide my feelin..

i rather like the feelin tat when we are not tgt...

than when we are tgt..

(tgt as in in a relationship)

i will care for my BF..

but i will care for my FRIENDS more i guess... =P

so.. would u rather wan to be my friend or bf?

if u are my BF.. i might hurt u easily..

cos maybe freedom is wat i wan now..

and i not ready to be in another relationship for now..

so i think i would rather wan u to be friend wit mi.. (:

i now feel more happy too...

cos im back in a good friendship term wit HER again...

last time my sis did told mi...

dun i feel pity to lose a friend tat we once close..

and suddenly become like a stranger to each other in jus one dae?

i did go think abt it..

and i think maybe i din told u abt my feelin/how i feel or wats my feelin..

tat why we hav such a big misunderstandin in between..

but i reali happy tat we are back in good friend term again..

and hope u can gain the trust frm mi again and trust mi.. (:
sometime i do feel tat i may not be a good friend..

and i sometime wuld jus walk away and stay lonely..

sometime i jus wanna be alone..

but i kn tat.. i will try not to let my friend get hurt..

i will wanto help them whenever i can.. (:

but i jus duno how to console ppl when they are sad all tis..

and duno how to cheer them up.. =X

hahas.. tat all for todae ba...

think i reali wrote too much liao.. LOL..

all the paragraphs wrote diff things.. heehee..

tat all..

bye :D

2008-02-21T12:52:00.000+08:00

HarLow ppl..

todae sch as usual..

but jus tat.. im more tire todae.. ahh~~

todae walk diff way to sch...

and im like so blur seh..

morning run ppl assembly in the parade square

and the rest assembly in the hall..

but i todae so blur tat i walk to the parade square.. =.=

aft tat den realised i suppose to assembly in the hall todae.. LOL..

so went up and assembly in the hall..

so readin period..

there is no newspaper todae..

so we read our own notes...

but mi and WanTing like keep slpin lo..

haha..

keep lyin on either ChoonMeng's bag or Sab's Back...

i like slp for the whole readin period lo.. heehee.. =P

so aft tat went back class for lesson..

todae is reali a tiring day for mi...

almost every periods i slpin lo..

Eng- went thru WS..

SS- take back test ppr.. Fail again..

den Chem- went to lab for practical..

ytd get back test paper.. Fail oso.. haha

den Recess!! haha..

den POA- went thru TYS qns... i din slp seh.. haha

Math- Omg is super slpy de lo..

went thru TYS qns... but the whole 2 periods keep slpin lo..

not oni mi lei..

Intan and Shermin sittin infront & behing mi oso feel slpy lo..

heehee... math period = Slpin period... =.=

den MT- do Ying Yong Wen (letter writing)...

hav to finish in 1 period.. >_<

and during MT lesson..

i found out smth... haizz..

so finally lunch break..

stay in class..

cos i got no mood to do anything or go anywhere...

jus being moody...

din study much for todae Humanites Common Test too..

so 3pm start ppr liao..

i slp again... haizz...

and the paper is so damn difficult for mi de lo..

all the qns i anyhow do de...

i duno wat im writin oso.. LOL..

tis subject sure fail like hell sia..

haizz forget it.. my Humanities is CMI one i kn... LOLx..

so aft paper... went home straight...

put down bag... den went out le..

cos meetin TW.. goin to Syafiqah Hse to take thing

haha...

and i spend alot of money todae...

i even lend money to TW too...

u better return my money hor!!! haha..

i will always rem de till u rtn mi all the money... heehee..

went to Syafiqah hse.. Wai Hoe came along oso..

LOL.. den aft tat play abit of BlackJack...

crazy sia WaiHoe.. bring out Poker Card to play..

den make mi lose $1.. Hahaha...

so went home..

and start to use com again.. heehee...

tis makin no sense manz...

why am i the one who nid to do the reflection?

im not blaming anything..

is jus tat is it all my fault

tat u hav to tell mi to do a reflection on myself and not u doin it oso?

its make no sense to mi..

anyway... i could see tat u got ur friend there wit u..

and u sae tat im leaving u alone?

to mi... i feel tat... wit or w/o mi...

there make no diff to u..

cos u got ur friend wit u already....

i reali duno wat to sae anyway..

i kn tat tis maybe hurtful to u...

but i jus saying out how i feel...

haizz... speechless...

tis friendship maybe gettin worest?..

i duno..

2008-02-18T11:33:00.000+08:00

HarLow..

ytd went to band in the morning...

band start at 8am..

but i wake up late at 8am and Fiona msg mi..

keep rushing mi to go band fast..

so i prepared and quickly went to sch liao..

i tot wat happened.. like so serious like tat..

but in the end is becos she duno how to sectional.. =.=

and so wento CD shelter..

finally Sir came...

and the sec1 finally get their instrument..

tis year there is no Sec1 junior for Saxophone..

so everyone went for sectional..

i dun like sectional cos is bored to mi..

so wento teach the new perussionist..

reali damn attitude problem sia.. arghh..

if he do anything stupid in band..

he gonna get it frm mi.. LOLx..

so aft tat full band.. arghh...

shud hav bring the Yamaha Sax to band.. =P

full band played Princess Mononoke..

aft tat went home straight..

tot of restin for awhile den go Ellie hse at abt 4+..

but she suddenly call mi ask mi go her hse fast

cos she very lonely there.. =P

so i quickly go shower...

den call Shermin to meet at my block...

cos if i go her hse first to take smth

den i will hav to walk one big big round to Ellie hse..

so waited her for quite long..

finally she came..

so we took bus to Ellie hse..

reach there.. Bryan already reached..

but he did nth.. cos he know noone there except Ellie..

so we finally reach Ellie hse..

gave her one big surprise..

her birthday present !! haha...

Happy Belated Birthday present Ellie !!

it is a very big big tortoise.. female one..

think she was reali surprise to see it..

and sure very touch eh?? haha..

until her face become red.. haha..

hope u like it alot la.. ^^

her Family and relative all very nice...

and her mum keep entertain us too..

keep askin us to go eat.. hahas..

so we go eat... and keep callin CM and JH..

aft eatin we play poker card our own...

den Bryan show us some trick seh..

how he do ar? heehee..

and oso meanwhile waitin for TQ to come..

finally he came !!

he not eatin anything so we join in the "Gamble"

play blackjack wit the big group of them..

haha.. so CM finally came..

he reachin soon but duno how to come up to Ellie hse..

so bryan went down to fetch him..

so we continue to play blackjack..

tok laugh shout like nobody business...

jus like treatin as our hse like tat.. haha..

Finally CM came!!..

we sae he is our Cai Shen Ye..

but instead of us winning..

he is the one who win alot..

the rest of us like either win few $$ oni or no win no lose..

aft playin we Lau Yu Shen... haha..

den aft eatin one big mouth of Yu Shen..

we went to the room..

tot of goin to watch movie..

so wento check got wat nice movie..

but CM sae he hav to reach home by 10pm.. >_<

tat time is abt 8+ and SherMin went home first..

soon most of Ellie's Relative went home oso

and the livin room become ours! haha..

den Ellie's Mum put music for us..

and dim the light..

the atmosphere is nice la..

jus the 5 of us.. Bryan, ChoonMeng, TQ, Ellie and mi

den her mum bring out the food for us to eat too..

so we help to eat all lo..

especially the prawn which is made my ELLIE.. haha..

so in the end decided not to go watch movie..

and we stay at home and play BlackJack again..

den Ellie's cousin same age de came..

and he joined us..

OMG.. tis time reali deadly dead..

tis is how we play :

everyone will be banker one.. (rotate)

each of us got a cup..

and we can pour as many Wine/Heineken into the cup as we like..

if the banker lose to the player,

the banker will hav to drink the player's cup of Wine/Heineken if the player win the banker..

den if the player oso lose.. den no nid to drink..

but if the player lose and the banker win..

the player will hav to drink their own cup...

and OMG... i drink up almost everyone Cup...

altogether 5 cups lei..

the others become banker liao but din lose as bad as mi tat hav to drink so much...

i think i drink the most there..

and bryan like drink one cup oni lo.. haha

soon i feel Giddy already.. =P

aft playin for sometime..

we went for toilet break.. haha..

aft tat continue playin again..

Ellie Cousin din play wit us already cos he cannot take it i think..

so we continue playin until everyone feel giddy

and cannot take it liao den we stop..

haha..

tat time is abt 10+ so we rest...

my stomach is like bloated wit the heineken/wine seh..

so full.. den i cannot take it already, i vomite out.. lol..

i din let Ellie kn cos dun wan her to worry.. =P

aft tat Ellie's Mum bring out Di Lam and put in the livin room

for us to slp...

cos everyone is like all drunk liao..

so lie down on the Di Lam..

and everyone decide to stay overnight liao..

cos all reali drunk liao..

so we watch VCD...

and Ellie fall aslp first..

tat time is 11 like tat..

and the family like all wento slp oso..

so we watch the show.. try not to disturb her family slpin..

aft an hr.. 12am + Ellie woke up liao..

den VERY soon.. is mi who fall aslp..

they all change another show to watch i oso duno.. LOL..

den keep slpin.. and i still feel so giddy.. heehee..

the next morning which is today.. i woke up at 8+..

im the first to wake up.. LOLz..

so wento the toilet..

aft tat.. saw Ellie's cousin sitin up at the chair..

awhile later.. TQ woke up too..

den Bryan den ChoonMeng..

den lastly Ellie.. heehee..

aft wake up we start to tok again..

den i kn tat they slp at 4am.. wow.. haha..

den Ellie's came out of the room..

den we called back JH as he called us at 4.45 to 5 like tat..

but tat time we already slp like a log liao lo.. haha..

den Ellie's Sis wake up oso..

so we tok.. play wit the dog..

den play poker card again while Ellie wento shower..

haha..

so play until 10+ and we went to admiralty to meet up wit JH..

meet up for our Breakfast haha..

and our "breakfast" is KFC.. LOLs

so aft eatin.. went home separately..

but i wento Syafiqah hse..

i nearly forget i hav to go her hse wit TW..

cos TW wanto do Facial.. hahas..

so stay there till 3+..

order facial product wit Syafiqah den went home le..

OMG.. i "spend" alot on the Facial Sia.. =P

so reach home.. i super tire sia..

so wento slp until 6 den wake up..

den shower and start to use com liao..

got to do the HW quick liao..

tml sch.. haha..

hope next time we can play tgt again like tat.. ^^

bye (:

many ppl hav changed..

and their attitude changed too..

i dun like the way u are...

and i kn tat u dun like mi oso..

wether i hurt u or sae wat..

i duno wat i've done tat make u think or feel tat way

i dun denied tat i may hav changed..

but maybe u dun kn tat u hav changed too...

maybe we are jus dun understand each other anymore..

and i dun feel tat im part of ur friend already..

wat u all do or wat u all decide i oso duno..

unless i ask myself..

many things hav changed..

and there are alot of secret around..

and u oso wont tell mi anything already...

and i think im stupid to sae something tat shudnt hav told u..

im feel stupid to let u kn anything..

when u dun wanto tell mi anything..

hidddin things frm mi..

i jus hate it..

u dun nid to kn who i refering to..

or maybe u kn who i sayin..

theres nth i can say or do already..