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Thursday, January 31, 2008

arhh... no time to blog..

LOLx..

anyway.. stress la.. >_<

wanto drop D&T..

duno when i will get the courage to go tok to the Mdm Koh..

tis year even stress on MT oso..

tis is my first time feelin stress on MT sia.. T_T

becos of the Mdm Whong.. arghh

dun like her teachin style sia..

i still miss Miss See..

i wanto score A1 for my MT de lo..

den eng.. feelin boring...

abit dun understand..

and oso..

frm the startin of sch till now..

i think i totally dun understand GEO and POA...

SS abit abit lo.. arghh...

STRESS STRESS STRESS... =x

SMILE! :D

Friday, January 25, 2008

hey ppl..

todae i nearly late for sch again..

wake up at 6.30am.. but went out at 7am again..

so reach sch jus nice the bell rang...

todae is thurs so all of us hav to wear our tie or scarf..

and den start our moring assembly le..

our first period is Eng while other classes are havin readin period..

so went back to class for our lesson..

aft tat Math...

got class test.. quite ok for mi la..
followed by Lights..
den POA..

omg.. POA lesson i totally dun understand at all.. >_>

finally recess time..

eat again... (cos morning i eat already) =P

and oso finish up the chi hw..

if not Whong gonna confiscate our ez-link card wor.. =x

so aft recess time is MT period le..

goin thru Zhuo Ye Bu for the 2 periods..

nth much..

den geography..

aiyo.. Ms Sharifah lesson i dun understand sia..

in her lesson we hav to sit within our group..

den if got group work.. my group ppl are mostly all slack slack de.

cos sometime WaiHoe will do the work alone.. >_>

den geo reali dun understand at all la.. =P

so aft geo.. went to Hall for Assbly period..

den the upper sec student went to the hall for some tok.. >_<

so aft 1 period of tok...

all of us went to the canteen for our lunch..

todae timetable got changes

as actually we got SST aft Assbly..

but todae is oso the day which the Olvl ppl are takin back their result..

so the sec4 and sec5 are to stay in the hall to see them takin their result..

so aft lunch.. all of us went to the hall and settle down..

den Mr Ong tok tok tok.. followed by Mdm Koh.. =.=

finally they announcement the higher scorer in our sch..

she score 6 A1 and 1 B3.. wah..

super pro sia.. and the person is.. Iris frm 4E1 '07

den announcement the 2nd..

and the top in sec 5N '07..

to mi.. all so clever sia..

but oso is becos of their hardwork tat they had put in.. =P

so aft announcing the top scorer..

the rest slowly get their result frm their teachers..

we, sittin round the hall lookin at them takin their result

oso make mi and syafiqah feel nervous sia..

and so we could see them cryin (sadness or joy of tears)

and could see some of them happily jumpin around..

so we ask some of our friend for their result..

some score well and get the chance to go JC

but some of them din score tat well. (so sad)

i wonder when is our turn to take result.. wat will happen to us seh.. =P

so aft everyone get their result..

slowly they went out of the hall le..

haiyo.. the longer they stay in the hall..

the later we will go home.. >_<

becos Mr Ong wanto tok to us again..

but i duno reali rem or kn wat he tokin..

cos i SLPIN again.. arghh.. (psps)

aft tat WanTing offer mi a sweet

as eatin the sweet maybe can let mi stay awake..

but few minutes later bell rang le..

and i FINALLY FULLY AWAKE le.. zZz

so Mr Ong todae very good let us go on time.. (4pm)

den most of us went home le..

syafiqah went home first wit WanTing

as i actually wanted to stay back to find Mr Teo..

saw JS so ask him to accompany mi to find Mr Teo

cos i wanto tok to him abt my D&T..

but he not around so decided to go off le..

he everytime so early go out of the sch de lo.. >_<

walk to G.O saw Choon Meng, Benny they all

so i ask them abt their result..

wah they score quite well seh..

den tok tok abit.. finally Go HOME le.. hahas..

so reach home.. start to use com again..

later hav to start doin HW le..

heehee..

ahhh.. stress stress stress.. =P

SMILE! :D

Thursday, January 24, 2008

HarLow..

today nearly late for school sia.. haha..

woke up at 6.30am...

called by my sis... cos she already wake up le..

den already 6.30am le i still not awake

so came to the room and wake mi up lo.. =P

if not i sure late for sch again..

so get prepared.. and abt 7am like tat den went out of the hse..

walk till the traffic light den saw WeiLeong again.. haha..

so walk tgt... tok tok tok...

suddenly feel like will be late for sch..

cos could hardly see others walkin the same route wit us..

and the sky seem so bright le..

so decided to walk faster...

reach sch at 7.15am...

reali nearly get late lo..

so pass the A3 paper to BZ den go to the hall le..

so as usual.. reading period..

followed by lesson..

English doin situation write test..

i was like slpin again lo..

den Syafiqah hav to hit mi duno how many time to wake mi up..

heehee.. psps..

next is SS.. Mrs Lim din come todae..

so the Mdm Teo came to relief our class..

so all of us do our own thing..

suddenly she called mi...

and so we started to tok..

cos she kn tat i wanto drop D&T..

so she tok to mi like Mr Teo tokin to mi..

i jus reali cannot do the D&T lo..

haizz.. den when tokin i reali feel like cryin..

duno why..

den she oso keep sayin tat my face look soooo stress.. LOL..

aft tat b4 i go back to my sit.. she ask mi dun cry..

cos i think she could see tat im abt to cry out..

but aft i return to my sit i reali cried out...

so quickly wipe my tears and try to calm down my feelin.. =P

so aft SS period is Chem..

goin thru ws and havin lesson..

aft tat recess! hahas..

and i ate curry puff and drink 1 packet of milo.. =P

next is POA..

wah lau.. tot the Mrs Sam din come lo.. >_<

but she came for lesson.. arghh..

and even came soo early.. =.=

so went back class..

go thru FYS.. and i slp again.. zZz..

reali very tire la..

so aft POA i slp until the next period tcher came..

so followed by Math..

aft Mrs Goh came le i still cant fully awake sia..

so continue to slp abit abit.. >_<

soon aft Finally Fully Awake liao.. LOLx..

so math learn new topic..

aft tat MT lesson...

MT lesson was doin Ying Yong Wen..

and luckily i done the Ying Yong Wen within the 2 period.. heehee..

so aft MT went to the canteen..

there was reali too many ppl inside sia..

so walk around..

den tok to BZ and JS until the bell rang for SST/Remedial...

aft tat finally 3pm bell rang le..

so when to line up..

3pm to 3.45pm is MT..

i not inside the remedial class so stay in the canteen..

aft tat 3.45pm to 4.30pm is Geography..

suppose should be havin remedial wit Ms Sharifah de..

but duno why dun hav le..

so continued to stay in the canteen and do our thing..

and duno why when havin SST..

i not in mood seh... >_<

so aft SST..

i went off first cos Syafiqah say she waitin for Farah..

den saw BZ & JS so i walk toward them..

and aft tat decided to go BZ hse to study..

haiyo.. sae go his hse study..

but in the end like din do anything lo.. LOLx..

cos most of the time was usin his laptop..

we stayed up until 6plus den decided to go eat aft tis..

followed JS home as for him to take money..

aft tat wento eat at the foodcourt..

today BZ din eat his KFC wor..

cos he sae he no mood to eat KFC.. zZz..

so aft eatin.. went home straight..

and same again BZ send mi home and we tok alot again..

haha..

cos most of the time if he got send mi home

we will tok alot eventhou i already reached my blk.. haha..

finally abt 8plus.. BZ went home le

and so i oso go home le.. heehee..

den reach home.. eat smth.. den suddenly fall aslp.. zZz...

den wake up, shower, watch tv, do hw and start usin com at 10pm..

haha.. so weird i duno how to end tis post..

p.s Mr Lim, i accidently delete away ur Seventh Night Of July.. lol..

but luckily i got the song in my com la.. ZzZ..

so wat if i reali cant find back the song for u? gnore ignore lo.. =.="

btw.. if u keep disturb mi again.. u gonna get it frm mi.. !!

SMILE! :D

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

woot.. im late for sch today manz.. haha

today woke up at 6.56AM...

den keep thinkin wantin to go sch anot

cos i abit dun feel like goin to sch todae sia..

haizz.. den no choice hav to go..

so go prepare..

kn tat even thou if i rushin now

aft i reach sch i will still be late..

so i take my time.. eat breakfast blahblahblah..

LOL.. soon walk to sch le..

reach there at abt 8AM like tat..

luckily i din go sch eariler..

those later comers are running round the field..

i duno why they hav to run.. =.=

so i escape frm running...

and went to find Mr Low wit the yellow form..

so sang the National Anthem and take the pledge

wit jus the oni us - the late comers..

but more den 10 ppl are late for sch lo..

so weird lo.. =P

so aft lettin Mr Low to sign our form...

we went back to our own class le...

i skipped one period of English..

they were doin duno wat conversation thingyy lo..

but i din do.. cos i came late ma.. LOLx..

aft tat D&T period..

D&T period is like makin mi stress like hell lo...

den i was like hiddin at the guys table there

and suddenly cried out..

i'm tryin to hold my tears le lo..

but still cant control...

and i guess i hav frighten Bryan and ChoonMeng cos i cried suddenly...

and they were tryin to make mi laugh too..

thanks for caring.. (:

at first oni the guys know abt mi cryin out..

den duno why Syafiqah and Mr Teo know it too..

i kn i reali cant hid it when im cryin..

i think i reali tooo stress le lo.. T__T

den the more they ask mi wats wrong

the more i wanna cry..

i reali cant control my tears sia.. haizz..

so syafiqah bring mi to the washroom to wash my face.

aft tat.. went back to the tech hub

and Mr Teo ask mi wanna hav a chat wit him anot

or he let mi alone first..

at first i reali duno wanto tok to him or let myself keep quiet..

cos the more he ask, the more i wanto cry again..

but in the end he ask mi to go to the over side of the place

where there is no other pupils..

and he tok to mi...

and he heard frm the guys tat

since last year i already wanto drop tis subject le..

so he tok to mi alot of thing..

got tell mi abt his one time failure in life when studyin degree..

blablablah.... got alot of things la..

aft tat i reali feel much more better le..

and i think if i reali decided to drop the subject

i would ask Mr Teo for help ba..

and hope he can help mi to drop tis subject...

aft tokin.. recess time le..

i got no appetite

and hardly tok to them..

Shermin came to ask mi wat happen..

den suddenly feel like cryin again.. zZz

so Syafiqah ask her not to ask mi

cos she kn tat if she ask again..

i will sure cry out.. LOLx..

so aft recess is Chem..

went to Chem lab again...

den POA...

we were late for POA cos Mr Chong let us off late.. LOLx..

anyway dun like POA period la..

(not dun like the subject... is dun like the period and the tcher.. zzz) =P

POA period get back class test paper..

and i score 3/10 (30/100)..

nice rite.. >_>

these 2 period, chem and poa, fall aslp oso la.. zZz

last period is MT le..

i even slp in MT oso.. =.=

and oso when Mdm Whong (MT Tcher) started to scold the class

its make mi feel stress again..

Chinese period i oso can get stress... wth.. arghh..

den aft MT... lunch break..

and start SST le..

todae Mrs Goh din come to sch...

so those ppl in remedial de dun hav any remedial..

and so whole class havin SST in the canteen..

no.. is whole Sec4 and Sec5...

unless they were in the remedial class..

they hav to go to the respective class room for remedial...

so all of us havin SST (Structure Study Time)

frm 3pm to 4.30pm...

duno wat to do oso sia.. =.=

most of the time are tokin more den studyin lo.. LOLx..

finally 4.30PM le!! yeah..

finally can go home le..

so went home straight aft SST..

reach home.. start to use com until now..

chattin.. bloggin.. and linkin ppl.. zZz

i jus spend my time like tat... >_<

okay la..

so later hav to quickly finish my HW and go to slp le..

nid to get enough rest!!! LOLx..

BYE (:

SMILE! :D

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

hey...

todae can sae is a tirin day for mi huh..

and u kn why?

cos i slpt at 3AM in the morning..

and wake up at 6.30AM...

OMG.. it was like i slp for 3hr plus oni lo...

so aft tat went to sch like rushin to where like tat..

cos i went out of hse at 7AM...

to mi is like quite late le lo..

scare of being late oso..

so i walk fast fast to sch...

until the traffic light

saw WeiLeong and so tok to him and walk to sch tgt..

its been so long since we last tok le huh..

cos we are seprated in diff class since sec2... =P

so reach sch..

as usual..

Math lesson followed by Phy and D&T...

i wonder why even thou i slp for oni 3hr plus

in the class i still can be so active todae...

cos usually if i slp late..

i will be slpin in class the next dae.. =P

so during D&T

Mr Teo check our folio

he expect us to do until 20 Problem Situation

but for mi..

i oni stop at definition

not even own definition lo..

others are like stop at mindmap lo..

haizz..

i reali dun wanto continue tis subject sia..

becos of this subject

my hw cannot finish

and i will hav to slp late if i doin it..

haizz.. forget it..

maybe tml wanto go find Mr Wee and tok to him..

so aft tat is recess..

i din eat anything..

anyway dun feel hungry too..

and oso wanto save money la.. =P

aft recess is Eng lesson..

however i fall aslp in Eng lesson

cos Mrs Francis's lesson are reali quite boring..

all she do for the 2 period is jus plain tokin..

tats why makin mi feel so slpy.. zZz..

aft Eng.. PE lesson..

most active lesson!! which wont make mi slp de..

hahas.. but todae PE oso quite boring la..

playin game la.. like catchin game..

so weird.. =P

so aft PE.. i quickly went home

and take the YAMAHA SAXOPHONE.. LOLx..

cos during Eng, tcher sae our CIP not todae..

is on 4/2/08.. wat de..

tats why hav to go back take instrument..

so aft tat went for band...

so many ppl were askin abt the instrument tat i brought to sch..

cos it is Gold color.. sooo diff frm our sch..

so aft tat havin sectional..

hav to practice Princess Mononoke

and Overture Jubiloso...

tis 2 songs make mi feel so boring...

and there is no much melody oso..

so aft tat wento the CD shelter and do my HW...

i do until i slp sia.. zzz

jus feel so tire suddenly...

den abt 4pm like tat havin full band..

den one ppl walk past mi

and his stand accidently hit the stand tat i slpin on

and wake mi up..

so aft tat full band and played Princess Mononoke..

suddenly JS started to scold.. opps..

cos the band reali din play very well.. haizz..

and we play for first few bar oni..

cos already 4.30pm le..

its time to go le..

so aft band went to play Basketball

wit charles chan, zhong guang, melvyn, jovyn and JS..

oni mi Gal lei..

dun believe i play basketball de huh.. LOLs..

jus had lots of fun wit them la.. =P

den aft tat abt 6pm went home le..

den at nite...

i suddenly told my mum tat if i dun wanto go sch tml can?

den she sae dun wan to go den dun go lo..

becos it my choice ma..

its my future...

like wat de lo..

den duno why suddenly i sae i wanto go NAFA la..

den my mum sae tis yr do well for my O lvl la..

and my sis told mi DUN EVER think of goin NAFA la..

wat de.. very wat lo..

den i suddenly feel like cryin lo..

i feel so discourage sia..

is it wat path i choose is wrong?

i wanto go somewhere which i interested in de oso cannot?

i jus hate it la..

haizz...

aft tis hav to rush HW again

tml hav to hand in Eng, MT and D&T...

Eng hav to done by todae..

MT oso..

if not Mdm Whong will confiscated either Ez-link card, bag or 1 shoe..

haiz.. so her HW must finish and hand in in time..

den my D&T... aiya..

give up le la..

i reali wanto drop sia..

so later, by today...

i hav to finish my compre, ZhouJi, JianBao..

and memories sentence for MT

cos tml got Mo Xie test.. haizz..

tats all for todae ba..

bye!

SMILE! :D

Monday, January 21, 2008

harlow..

todae is such a windy dae huh.. hahas

cos b4 i wake up it was raining..

so cool seh... hope can slp more.. heehee..

but 2pm le.. so hav to wake up cos its seem late le hor.. =P

so wake up, eat and watch tv.. den start doin hw le..

the hw is super lots de lo..

can suffocate by it sia.. hahas..

and oso got to do D&T...

i hate D&T most!!! >_<

so keep doin homework until 7pm like tat...

and went to eat my dinner le...

when eatin dinner, i told my mum tat i wanto go NAFA aft my Olvl..

cos i think music is my life now than any other things.. =P

and i very interested in music now.. heehee...

so aft eatin, watch tv for a while and start to use com le..

haha.. but still got hw not yet finish.. arghh.. >_<

aft tis.. i got to rush my eng hw and D&T le..

arghh..

SMILE! :D

Sunday, January 20, 2008

harLow..

todae seem to be quite a tirin and busy day for mi huh..

heehee...

morning wake up at 10am plus...

eat, use com and do my things..

aft tat meet up wit Syafiqah 1pm at admiralty station..

she wear until so pinky.. heehee..

so we are goin out for out first date.. opps..

haha.. it jus normal go out la..

we jus wanted to go popular at north point..

to buy A3 paper for out D&T.. =P

so aft reachin NorthPoint..

we walk around the popular like nv go popular b4.. =.=

hahas.. aft tat decide not to buy anything first...

and went to swensen to eat Ice Cream..

tis is my first time goin swensen wit Friend wor.. heehee.

so aft eatin, walk around northpoint.

aft tat went back popular to get our stuff le..

the A3 paper is reali heavy manz..

haha... aft tat went home le...

aft i reach home is abt 4pm le..

soon aft got to go out again for AI Practice..

haha...

so took a quick nap for abt 10mins? haha..

becos b4 i fall aslp i was playin RossRoy in my phone

aft i wake up, the song was like at the ending part of the song seh..

haha.. but unlucky din oversleep la... =P

aft tat.. i quickly go pack my things and went out le..

went to sun plaza to get my spect first

den meet up wit JS and Effa at 5.05 like tat..

and den so Coincidence to meet BZ and Charles in the train.. haha..

but at Yio Chu Kang, BZ alight le as to wait for ShenRong to come.

so the 4 of us, JS, Effa, Charles and mi went to AI first..

we were the first few to reach AI...

tis is my first time to reach there so early seh.. hahas..

so went to take instrument, settle down and wait for others to come..

in AI i usin Yamaha Saxophone.. its jus better den sch one la.. =P

so the band practice end at 9pm plus...

and went off at 10pm like tat.. O.o

it was so late le.. haha cos the AI is at BEDOK..

its far u kn.. haha..

so aft tat wento eat dinner and went home straight le..

while in the train. i was doin my hw.. so hardworkin sia..

as if.. haha..

den reach home at 12am i think...

super late sia.. heehee...

tml hav to do my hw for whole dae le.. =P

SMILE! :D

Saturday, January 19, 2008

hi i'm back again...

cos there is thing tat i wanto sae.
but how am i goin to show out my feelin?

or tell the person how i feel?

i duno..

maybe im hidding my feelin again...
wat shud i say lei?

i know tat you hav been neglected somewhere out there.

somewhere there feel loneliness.

im sorry.

aft chattin wit my cousin.. i guess i kn wat i shud do le.

maybe jus give mi more time.

something tat i quite dun like it..

is sometime u dun trust mi..

most of the things u are hiddin away frm mi..

makin mi dun wanto tell u more already..

i feel that words are hard to sae..

or sometime are not meant to be said..

SMILE! :D

Hi everyone.

tis is a new blog of mine.

i actually do blogging in the past.

but now it is a hidden secret le.

no one know abt my past.

my joyness, my saddness, my feeling.

no one kn wat my previous post is abt (but oni for some ppl)

LOLx.

anyway. i sometime do hide my feeling.

my appearance maybe laughin all the time

but down deep inside mi maybe a different feeling.

i guess is becos of something

tat make mi start blogging again.

maybe thru bloggin

my friends could know mi more.

becos of blogging

i know wat my friends are feelin or thinkin.

and know better how they feel.

SMILE! :D