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Monday, March 17, 2008

HarLow Ppl..

- 13/03/08 -

Rina's Birthdae..!!

my beloved junior.. hahas..

wish her thru sms...

cos nv see her in sch..

so din give her present oso..

so tat dae lesson was serious bored too...

and i was late again.. =p

aft lesson went out wit ZG and Jovyn..

to buy birthdae present..

cos Syafiqah's birthdae comin..

so walk around cwp...

its took mi abt 6hr to buy present? zzz

went out at 2plus.. and went home at 8plus..

LOL..

- 14/03/08 -

as usual wento sch...

and im not late todae..

haha.. cos the lesson start at 8.45am...

and first lesson is math..

im so awake and active..

but aft break is POA...

im become so super slpy..

and i din do my POA oso..

luckily nv get caught.. =P

aft tat MT...

go thru 1 Zong He Tian Kong den go home le..

haha.. Whong din come oso..

so aft tat went home le..

tat dae weather is so good...

its was SO SUNNY and HUMID... =.=

super hot sia..

den went to 888 wit my sis...

aft tat wento play BB wit JS, ZG, Jov and Mel at crescent..

and get caught by Naha..

cos i wearin PE shirt.. zzz

so i act like walkin off...

aft tat awhile later den went back to play liao..

haiyo.. duno why suddenly become emo la.. zzz

aft tat went home le...

- 15/03/08 -

Syafiqah Birthday...!!

my Darling.. hahas..

gave her present ytd durin lesson..

cos tot not seein her todae..

as she not comin for band..

so band as usual...

gave Rina her birthday present..

hope she like it.. =P hahas..

den the rest hav sectional..

while the sec3 are havin their lesson

theory lesson wit sir.. lol..

cos 6 of them are goin to be the next LEADER..

but during sectional..

i was like not feelin tat well..

duno why...

and the hot sun make mi more uneasy too.. >_<

and finally at 11am..

went back to CD shelter for full band..

go thru Pirate of the Caribbean again..

and my tongue are not workin well todae..

cant tongue fast.. =P

tat dae Shahirah din come..

but Haiqal came..

haha.. miss him sia..

so he played alto sax..

cos another tenor spoil le.. =P

so aft band.. went to play BB again..

and went home at 4pm..

showered...

and opps.. fall aslp..

but lucky din slp tat long..

cos i actually hav to go Syafiqah's hse at 5pm..

cos she invite us to go her hse for a small bdae party..

so wake up at 5.10 like tat..

quickly changed.. and wento her hse liao..

reach there 5.30pm..

lucky not very late.. heehee..

chat alot at there wit Bryan, Darel, CM and Charles..

there are some of syafiqah's friend too..

and her BF.. LOL..

but we din chat wit them...

den sing bday song.. blah x3

and eat bdae cake..

so stay at her hse till 10pm like tat..

i chat alot and ate alot too..

arghh sure gain weight.. arghh..

got to exercise more.. hahas..

aft tat home sweet home..

- 16/03/08 -

Cousin's ROM..

LOL... wento cousin's ROM at 2pm..

wore the blue color dress.. hahas..

reach there..

omg.. my cousins all look so pretty and handsome..

den take photos..

den everyone settle down

and they start their ROM liao..(O.o i duno how to sae la..)

i look at them.. i feel so touch seh..

and see them takin the pledge all tis..

aft tat photo takin session again..

and went to eat liao..

lucky todae din eat tat much..

if not i reali sure GAIN WEIGHT... =.=

aft eatin..

sit down.. chat wit cousins..

take photos..

(maybe photos will upload other days..)

den at 4.30pm like tat

home sweet home..

omg... feel so super tire la..

reach home den fall aslp liao.. LOL..

haizz..

got to rush hw!!!!

got damn lots of hw..

but i haven even touch one..

I HATE SCH!!!

arghh..

BYE

SMILE! :D

Thursday, March 13, 2008

HarLow ppl..

haven post for pass 4 days le huh.. LOL..

so...

Sat as usual Band Practice...

den wento eat aft band..

cos i dun wanto go home so early..

den aft tat...

evening went to AI... LOL..

Morning Sch band played Pirate of the Caribbean..

den evenin at AI played Pirate of the Caribbean oso..

but the song is more damn difficult de lo.. haha..

gonna practice the Difficult Pirate of the Caribbean.. =P

den went home as usual..

den Sun... Its My Play Time!! hahas..

went out early in the morning at 10am..

and guess where i go?

Wild Wild Wet!!

went to WWW wit Jov, ZG and JS...

yup.. jus the 4 of us..

and im the oni gal.. lol..

lucky go WWW can wear shirt de.. heehee..

and the 3 guys took sometime to strip off their top..

cos they were shy when there is Gal.. hahas..

so we start wit Lazy Pool..

followed by Ular Lah and Slide Up..

its was fun la...

den wento wave pool..

and went deep to 1.8m... LOL..

den Jovyn hit his head against the floor and drop quite alot of hairs..

haha.. aft tat lie down there and sun tan.. haha..

den wento the children pool and played the slide..

and tis time i hit my head when i tryin to slide down...

a loud "bang" tat they all heard it sia..

* Pain * =P

den Jovyn hit his head the 2nd time.. opps..

den wento play the big slide..

aiya.. we keep playin the same thing again and again..

anyway.. it was FUN... hahas..

reach there at 1plus..

den went off to shower at 7pm..

almost 6hr lei.. LOL...

so wento shower...

and 3 guys waitin for mi.. heehee..

Gals ma.. always very long de.. hahas..

den wento eat.. and went home le...

it was 10pm..

and i was like went out for the 12hr.. =P

and by the time i reach home..

i was already very tire le...

so shower, iron shirt

and wento slp le.. xD

so Monday... Geo and Chem lesson..

and i was late for Geo.. =P

den Chem.. forget to bring the WS..

haizz.. i jus very Moody tat dae..

and i cried out once durin chem lesson... =(

aft tat.. went home..

saw Charles Chan playin BB at crescent..

his friend ask mi to play wit them..

but i was too moody and sad..

so i jus went off..

went home.. took instrument..

and went back sch for band pract le..

actually shud hav Speech Day rehearsal..

but it was rainin non stop..

so we jus hav our normal Full Band Practice..

and went thru Pirate of the Caribbean.. (:

aft tat went home..

Tue: Math and D&T lesson..

and i was late again for sch..

lucky not normal sch dae la..

so reach there..

everyone was doin own work..

but aft i reach i start to tok to syafiqah liao..

and i did nth. LOL..

aft tat D&T..

and i actually did bring folio sia..

so jus try to do lo..

and i jus hate Mindmap the most... =.=

so now jus try to do it first lo.. haizz..

aft tat went home..

den rain again.. arghh =.=

aft tat wento out wit Bryan, Fiqah and WanTing..

accompany Bryan and Fiqah to go cut hair..

(opps.. Bryan and Fiqah was like wearin Couple Shirt sia.. haha)

aft tat wento CWP...

and i ate alot on tat day.. OMG..

so walk around..

den buy somethings..

den WanTing meet up wit her friend aft tat..

den Bryan, Fiqah and Mi wento buy bubble tea

and walk home le..

tok alot oso..

and so i reach home first..

and i fall aslp.. =.=

aft tat do my own thing lo..

den todae Wed...

wento sch in the morning..

actually the LMS timetable got write Geo and SS lesson todae..

but when i reach sch..

there is No Geo lesson..

is the timetable put wrongly..

and there is no SS lesson oso..

think tcher din come to sch ba..

so went home straight lo..

went to sch for nth.. LOL..

so reach home.. start to use com..

and i did TRY to do D&T hor..

and i finally done my Mindmap.. hahas..

gonna do my General Survey liao..

mus catch up wit the others.. =P

Tats all for todae ba..

tml got Eng, Phy and MT lesson..

haven touch any of the HW yet..

arghh..

BYE (:

SMILE! :D

Saturday, March 8, 2008

Halo.

todae is the 2nd day of Sec3 camp..

and oso 2nd Day of LMS...

so again wake up in the morning and start to use com already..

haizz...

i duno why use the LMS can make mi so busy..

and oso make mi fed up at the same time.. =.=

so aft tat..

went back to sch at

for Meet the Parent session...

lucky im not tat late.

so sat in the Hall and listen to the ppl tokin..

haizz. it a boring tok again la..

makin mi wanna fall aslp...

and my mum too... as she told mi de.. LOLz.

so the tok took abt 1 hr to end..

and finally all of us wento class to take back our report book le..

haizz..

i jus hate tis MPS la..

1st, Mr teo tok to my mum mostly abt D&T...

whenever tok to mi abt tis subject

or i do this subject..

i duno why i will sure cry..

I Jus cannot do it oso CANNOT AR?!

so tok tok tok..

like everything my fault like tat..

den 2nd when to find P..

but P not in so tok to VP lo..

cos I WANTO DROP D&T...

so tok tok tok..

cry again..

keep sayin i nv work hard..

or nv work hard enf..

blablablah..

argh!!

den aft tat...

3rd, Mrs Francis came down to the G.O

and she tok to mi..

tat time i cry until i wanna hit ppl like tat..

jus feel so fed and dun wanto listen to anyone already la..

so she bring mi to the toilet to was my face..

den tok tok tok..

sae a agreement..

sae wat ask mi to try to slp b4 11pm..

blablablah...

den i IGNORED her..

arghh..

den went back G.O...

tok abit more.. den went home le..

as usual..

mum ride bicycle.. and i walk home..

so i walk super slow..

and i jus stop cryin..

i cry is becos i think of smt too...

and i almost keep cryin until i reach home?

haizz..

on my way home..

actually i wanto go find Ellie..

but in the end.. i din go find her..

but saw Darel..

and he tok to mi.. tryin to console mi?

but i ask him to go do his joggin la.. =P

aft tat tok abit..

and he let mi alone le..

so i walk slowly..

even sit down at the playgroup at my block there..

cos i reali wanto be alone..

and so reach home at 9pm...

arghh..

i jus hate to go home when THERE IS SOMEONE THERE!

SIS... ELDEST SIS !!!

i jus hate her..

as she keep naggin all the way...

saw my report book..

get ALMOST ALL F9..

den down tat naggin again..

whenever she tok to mi or nag at mi..

i will IGNORE her...

cos I DUN WANTO TOK TO HER...

COS I HATE HER!

and i din SMILE or speak aft i reach home..

she jus control mi too much...

and i Jus HATE THE PERSON WHO KEEP CONTROLLIN MI..

the more they ask mi to do "smth"

the more i will not wanto go do it...

i jus hate her la..

arghh...

haizz..

im feelin so depress and sad todae...

who is there for mi??

who is there to console mi, stand by mi?

i wonder.. do my family all understand mi?

and are they supportin mi?

i dun think so... haizz..

even my dream..

wat i wanna be..

they oso wanto interupt..

i jus dun like tis la..

sobsob..

haizz..

my waist pain again..

it jus like an old injury for mi?

i duno la..

jus feel pain la.. =.=

(i suddenly feel hurt too..
when i heard tat..
my mum are worryin for mi..
until her eye are red..

im sorry.. sobsob)

BYE

SMILE! :D

Friday, March 7, 2008

HarLow..

tis is the first day of havin LMS at home..

and oso the First day Campin for the Sec3..

Sec3 Camp.. Hope they are havin Fun la.. heehee..

I Miss Them lah?? hahas.. =P

so todae wake up at 6.30...

thou my LMS hav to log on at 8am...

so jus wake up.. eat my BreakFast..

chat Wit JS.. who Wake up Super Early duno do wat..

and watch my anime..

hahas..

so aft watchin jus nice 8am liao..

and i login to my LMS le lo..

first lesson is MT..

so went to do MT lo..

the Wordin can See... but the ANS i cannot See!!

cannot see the word for the ans den how u wan mi to do?

Send a msg to Mr Adrian and Mr Cheng in LMS...

but no reply..

WTH sia...

duno wat they doin lo.. zZz..

make mi so fed up...

Called my 2nd sis and wan her to lend mi her Laptop to do HW..

den she sae wait for her to come back first.. arghh..

so i went to do other subject first lo.. =.=

haiyo..

stay at home can slack la..

but i still got do my HW de ok?!

at least i din fall aslp... LOLx!!

den humanities we din not do anything

cos we are being block frm goin inside.. O.o

den last 3 period is D&T, POA and MATH..

these 3 period nid to print out the WS de lo..

WTH...

D&T 14 pages..

POA 5 pages..

& MATH 11 Pages lei.. =.=

so i jus print Poa and Math first..

D&T... haiz...

wait until aft Meet the Parent Session den print la.. >_<

so keep doin the hw lo..

and i duno wat im doin oso liao.. =.=

so hav been usin com frm 6.30am to 4plus like tat..

wah.. by tat time is super tire le lo..

and wento slp aft tat..

i din kn i slp for so long sia..

cos i wake up at 9plus.. >_<

so wake up.. eat dinner..

watch tv.. and wento shower..

haiz..

tml got to wake up early again...

and oh ya.. got to pack Eng file... =P

cos hav to hand in tml le..

and there is MPS tml...

arghh!!!

*DEAD*

haizz..

i wanto send my phone for service sia..

Service = REPAIR..

not Service Send for SPA all tis JS!!!.. =.=

funny la him.. zZz..

i wanto send my phone for repair..

LOL... who wanto accompany mi? haha.

and i wanto one-to-one xchange earpiece..

but dun dare to go alone sia..

and oso.. like no time to go lei.. O.o

seem so busy tis few day.. haizz..

the weather hav been so cold todae..

and most of the time are rain.. LOLs..

TAKE CARE EVERYONE..

and dun fall sick ya.. ^^

BYE (:

SMILE! :D

Thursday, March 6, 2008

HarLow Ppl...

heehee...

its been quite a long time since i blog le huh.. haha..

sometime feel lazy to blog la..

if not cannot use com or busy la.... >_<

hmm...

hav been watchin quite lots of movies in last 2 week...

22/2 - Kunfu Dunk

23/2 - L change the world
29/2 - The Leap Years

Opps..

keep watchin movie sia.. hahas..

somemore upcoming movie i wanto go watch horror movie..

maybe The Screen? Shutter? or Rule #1? haha..

all horror movie lei..

i feel like watchin all of them.. hahahs..

but reali broke like hell seh..

somemore last Sat bought a new wallet too...

a same wallet, same color wit Ellie.. =P

Sia la.. reali hav to start savin money le!!! ^^

hmm...

got back all my common test paper le...

is Damn nice la...

I FAIL ALL MY SUBJECTs...

except Math.. hahas..

but my math is JUS PASS oni.. zzz...

got one subject more nice...

D&T overall mark - 0/0

WTH..

D&T dun hav Common Test so oni got class test..

and i GET 0 Mark for D&T lei... =.=

duno wat im doin oso la...

and have been quite slack and restless in class...

jus too slpy to concentrate in Class...

and almost slp in every period... haizz...

i think most of my subject teacher very concern abt mi already...

Mrs Francis, Mr Cheong...

ask mi wat wrong wit mi all tis..

cos i FLUNK like HELL manx..

haizz...

Tue, 4/5, is reali not a good day for mi la..

aft Eng period... Mrs Francis tok to mi abt my Mark all tis..

den i duno why i feel like cryin.. but i controlled..

den D&T...

Mr Wee tok to mi abt my D&T...

cos i din do D&T...

and i reali wanto DROP tis SUBJECT.. jus tat i din go find the P..

den he keep sayin sayin...

sae wat tis fri Meet the Parent Session

he goin to ask my FT to hold my Report book all tis..

and wanto tok to my Parent..

den ask Mr Teo to write duno wat report or wat to him..

den wat submit to P and VP

den wat tok to them..

den wat maybe i will get SCHOOL SUSPENSION...

like WTF lo... zzz

when he tok to mi..

i reali feel like crying again lo..

but i controlled again.. =(

den tat dae aft Recess is Chem.. went to lab..

den Mr Cheong tok to mi again..

ask my why i do so badly..

cos i FLUNK like hell...

den ask mi izit i got any problem..

tat time i feel like cryin again..

but i tried to controlled so i din face him..

but he asked mi to face him cos he tokin to mi...

so i couldnt control already and finally i CRIED OUT..

tried to wipe away my tears and act as nth b4 goin in the LAB...

but when i went in there..

Mr Cheong suddenly sae wat

' there's no use crying when you get bad results'

in front of the whole class lei..

den i cry again..

den everyone kn who is the one cryin liao..

haizz..

actually no one kn abt it de lo.. =X

feel so emo on that dae la..

dun dare to face Mr Cheong or Mrs Francis...

especially Mr Cheong.. tryin to hide frm him when i saw him..

so tat dae aft sch when i walk past him..
i tried to hide frm him..

but he give mi a Smile and sae Hi to mi...

and so i replied a Hi to him too.. >_<

HAIZZ....

tis fri MPS i sure DIE!!!

haiyo..

reali so slpy tis few dae la..

mon late for sch..

overslept..

den tue 6.30 wake up.. not tat late.. still got time..

but todae i ALMOST late..

Woke up at 6. 50 like tat..

den i RUSH lo..

and went out at 7.03 like tat and took bus to sch..

lucky im not late todae la..

den tml no nid to rush to sch liao..

cos the Sec4 and Sec5 are goin to stay at home to do LMS at Home...

LMS.. doin hw thru internet? LOLs..

thought we no nid to go sch in the morning..

but we stil nid to wake up early to use com.. zZz..

but think better den stayin in class and fall aslp again durin lesson.. =.=

todae straight aft SST..

went to meet up wit Ellie cos she sae she got smth wanto pass to mi..

when to meet her wit TQ...

cos she got smth wanto pass to TQ..

so aft tat... went to Ellie block...

and I received a Letter frm someone...

so mi and Ellie sat down at the Resident corner

and i read out the letter cos it is all in chi words..

and the letter is nice nice 2 full Pages..

so i keep readin it..

until at the 2nd page of the letter..

i suddenly feel so touched..

and feel like cryin out..

but i controlled..

aft tat chat wit Ellie..

i jus hope i could help her watever i could if she got any problem..

So Ellie DarLing.. Next time if got anything must tell mi lei..

i will try my best to help u ya.. ^^

so aft tat i went home le..

cos Ellie hav to go home for Dinner liao.. =P

Reach home..

den kn tat my 2 little neighbour is in my hse.. Opps..

becos their mum wento the hospital becos of her back...

hope she will get real well soon.. ^^

and my 2 little neighbour are cute la.. both Boy...

one age 6.. another one age 8 i think.. LOL..

and their ENGLISH is... SUPER PRO de lo..

haha..

they Teach my mum English lei.. hahas..

and they like to ask alot of things oso..

mum asked mi to play wit them..

but i DUNO how to entertain/play wit them..

OMG... tat time reali hopin sis would faster come back..

cos my sis like to play wit them..? hahas..

so when they are havin their Dinner..

i wento hide in the room... and i suddenly fall aslp.. LOLx..

but aft they all finish eatin.. they went into the room..

OMG.. scary scary... LOL...

den FINALLY my sis came back..

and once she came back.. she startin to play wit the younger boy le..

while the other one was watchin tv wit my mum.. hahas..

so i start to use com lo..

cos actually the computer is on for the younger boy to play de.. haha..

so a while later.. their aunt came..

and they went back home le.. heehee..

hope they all wont feel bored in my hse..

cos reali nth much can let them play.. hahas..

tml is oso the Sec3 Camp le..

all of the Sec3 will be goin to their camp...

but the sch like so budget sia..

tis year sec3 camp is IN SINGAPORE...

OMG... WTH sia...

at Changi and Bukit Batok? Diao.. =.=

dots sia...

i think when i Sec 3.. Our Camp more fun.. at Bintan lei..

hahas...

they enjoy their Camp and hav Fun can le la.. heehee..

they will be back on Sat...

so i think they wont come for band on Sat too...

so I WILL MISS ALL OF THEM.. heehee..

ESPECIALLY my BELOVED JUNIORS huh.. hahas..

i LOVE EVERYONE la..

everyone tat are good to mi =P

To Mi...

Friends to mi will always the first priority..?

if im in a relationship..

i think i will be wit my friends more den my BF?

i duno..

but oso... i dun wanna to be tie up...

i wanto hav my own freedom..

i dun want others to control mi...

maybe tis is why i now dun wan to be in any relationship?

haizz...

i jus dun like being controlled...

or ppl to ask mi do tis do that which i dun like..

and i dun wanto hurt anyone oso..

i feel tat..

even if there is someone in my mind/heart now..

i will not wanto be in the relationship wit tat person..

i think i would jus hide my feelin..

i rather like the feelin tat when we are not tgt...

than when we are tgt..

(tgt as in in a relationship)

i will care for my BF..

but i will care for my FRIENDS more i guess... =P

so.. would u rather wan to be my friend or bf?

if u are my BF.. i might hurt u easily..

cos maybe freedom is wat i wan now..

and i not ready to be in another relationship for now..

so i think i would rather wan u to be friend wit mi.. (:

i now feel more happy too...

cos im back in a good friendship term wit HER again...

last time my sis did told mi...

dun i feel pity to lose a friend tat we once close..

and suddenly become like a stranger to each other in jus one dae?

i did go think abt it..

and i think maybe i din told u abt my feelin/how i feel or wats my feelin..

tat why we hav such a big misunderstandin in between..

but i reali happy tat we are back in good friend term again..

and hope u can gain the trust frm mi again and trust mi.. (:
sometime i do feel tat i may not be a good friend..

and i sometime wuld jus walk away and stay lonely..

sometime i jus wanna be alone..

but i kn tat.. i will try not to let my friend get hurt..

i will wanto help them whenever i can.. (:

but i jus duno how to console ppl when they are sad all tis..

and duno how to cheer them up.. =X

hahas.. tat all for todae ba...

think i reali wrote too much liao.. LOL..

all the paragraphs wrote diff things.. heehee..

tat all..

bye :D

SMILE! :D