HarLow...
09/05/08, fri..
Im Late for sch again.. haizz..
so quicky wento sch..
and went for the morning..
aiya.. forget to wear my ankle guard...
during the run.. i hurt my right ankle once again
so walk cripple and start running aft tat...
So aft tat.. cos i was late..
went to run 2 round the field..
and den sing national antheme and take pledge..
den went back to class..
kena sae my Mrs Lim... haizz..
got back ss paper.. (Failed)
the rest of the period did nth much..
jus continue to go thru ans...
den last period, phy, got back Chem and Phy paper..
and i failed both paper terrible.. haizz..
aft sch went for MT...
go thru exam paper again..
and we 5N student were release earlier..
abt half an hr earlier..
cos the compre part, tcher hav gone thru wit us le..
but not wit the 4E...
so aft MT acc Shermin to eat...
den aft tat i wento crescent to play bb again le..
and again... i fall on my right ankle again..
tis one is reali terrible pain den in the morning..
so sit down there and rest...
as times goes by..
one by one went home..
so i acc Charles to wait for JunJie they all to come out..
but in the end.. abt 5.40 like tat.. i gtg off le..
so cant acc him to wait le...
so i quickly rush home...
shower.. and went out again le..
todae my sis is bringin us and Mum
to go out eat for Mothers' Day..
thou Mothers' Day is on Sun..
den Mum asked Ju Fen aunty out too..
and we wento eat hakka food..
it will be my mum and JuFen aunty fav. food ya.. ^^
den aft eatin.. wento east coast beach
sit down there chit chattin..
the weather there is so nice..
so breezy too..
took some of the photo wit my 2nd sis too..
aft tat wento eat dessert...
and went home le..
eat alot todae...
and by the time went reach home..
it was late already.. abt 11plus..
(:
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10/05/08, Sat
Band resume todae
so once again..
wake up early in the morning..
prepared.. and wento sch le...
first startin wit drills...
band member were splited into 3 grp and
Syazwan, ZG and Jia An were takin charge of it...
nth much to sae..
aft tat full band..
was playin a new song..
a sight readin for everyone..
"Of Pride And Celebration"
is quite a easy song..
some of the part is like so similar wit Adventura..
cos it is frm the same composer too..
did nth much oso..
used back my sax in sch one...
feel so breathless when playing..
and my right middle finger doesnt hav much strenght when playin..
and its hurt too..
haizz..
aft band... we din tok again..
and i feel so friendless in band again...
wit the rest.. waited for him as he was tokin to sir...
i jus felt so xtra there...
maybe i shud hav walk off jus like tat...
but.. haizz...
den js, zg, mel & jov wento eat aft band...
thou we walk the same route...
we totally din tok at all
maybe im reali jus a xtra person there...
so walked alone...
den went home straight aft tat...
i feel so terrible bored...
as aft band, i will usually stay outside wit them...
either playin basketball.. or go for lunch..
haizz...
wondering wat they are doin..
nth to do..
so i jus either use com or slp...
and once again..
many things are running thru my mind again..
haizz.. there nth i can do!!!
so use com.. slp.. den use com again..
evening sis went jogging...
and so i wento play basketball myself..
aft tat sis came to join mi aft her joggin...
but she played awhile oni... and went home le..
and i continue playin alone lo..
aft tat watch others playin match..
den i aft tat i play wit 3 sec2 wrs guys..
2 VS 2....
aft the 1st match den they gone to buy drink or duno wat le.
so i continue playin alone lo..
den my 3rd injury came...
fall down on the grass when i tryin to take back my ball..
and scratched my left knee...
lucky is jus a small scratches...
will my 4th injury on my left hand?? duno...
havin injuries continueously..
soon aft.. the 3 wrs guy came back..
den they play match among themselve..
1 VS 1..
so i sit down there and watched them playin match..
den at around 8plus..
i asked them whether can play one more match wit them..
and they agreed..
b4 tat 2 other guys came..
and they wanted to join in to..
so we 3 vs 3....
one of the guys is funny la..
keep jokking around..
sae the 3wrs guys is KangKang, NoNo..
and last time i duno is who liao..
den sae himself is Jacky Wu..
blahblahblah all tis...
and oso asked abt my age..
and they dun believe tat im sec5...
thankyou thankyou.. hahas..
so aft the match is quite late le..
and the 3 wrs went home le..
actually i wanted to go home too..
but the 2 guy wanted to play awhile more and they dun hav ball
so i lent them...
and we play 2 against 1...
while playin.. the "Jacky Wu" asked mi why im playin alone..
and not wit friends or wat..
haizz.. den i jus sae jus play alone lo..
and oso asked.. im sch team one huh...
den i show him my shirt and sae im frm band de la..
cos im wearin band t at tat time..
and i think he tot i lie again.. LOL..
den play play play...
i shoot 3 pointed 3 time straight...
and score the first 2 goal...
and the "Jacky Wu" Tio Burn.. LOL..
(izit sae like tat? i duno.. LOL)
so play until 9.30pm and went home le..
so reached home..
showered.. den started to use com again..
and eat my dinner...
haizz.. nth to do again...
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11/05/08, Sun
bored.. bored.. bored...
stayed at home the whole dae...
so use com again..
got the courage to tok to him...
asked him whether he still treat mi as frenz anot..
but in the end it seem like is gettin worst..
and he doesnt wan mi to treat him as frenz le..
he jus wan mi to treat him as stranger, bastard or watever..
do u think im able to do such thing? i duno..
and all the words he sae...
make mi feel Disappointed and sad..
izit u would rather to lose a frenz..
than wantin mi not to treat u as friend?
jus feel so sad to lose a friend...
but i think maybe better not to mix wit them??
cos im the XTRA PERSON in there...
im speechless...
i got nth tat i can sae already..
got no one havin the same interest wit mi le..
haizz..
feel so lifeless...
i last time like tat.. now oso like tat..
maybe im fated to be a loner....
no one could understand mi well...
no one could understand how i feel..
life so sux man...
tis is how my life is since last time.. haizz...
there is nth i could sae anymore..
BYE! =/